Monday, February 23, 2009 2/23/2009 10:14:00 PM
SHE!
SHE!

Hahaha...
This picture 'stolen' from my sister..... :P
I'm wondering how will i look like if i cut my hair like Hebe's???....i think alot people will go 'wah....what happen to you?...traumatised?'....maybe i'm the first one to faint....managing long hair is so tiring....sometimes i feel like cutting my hair short....but...i don't have the courage to do so....or perhaps i ser bu de cut la......blah.......
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friday i went for a hot date....
(hahahahahahahhahahahaha...i'm laughing hysterically.......)
i don't have some of the photos now....so, i will only blog about it when i have the photos....
keep you all suspense ya... :X
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ok....saturday....hm...went for lunch-dinner at marina square....then headed to do facial....first time facial took 2 1/2 hours...si beh long....until my face and body also numb.....after that...still quite early...don't know what to do....headed to kallang kbox for ktv until 4am..... :XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
(there's a reason why i :XXXXXXXXXXXXXX ....LOL..)
sunday...dinner at yishun....watched the curious case of benjamin button....i heard people says it's nice...and very touching....so, i prepared one bunch of tissue papers..... :X....i personally felt the show soso only...i almost fall asleep.....so long and boring one.. :X.....this shows that i can't appreciate love stories... :X
the show reminds me of old man's wrinkles and all....yickssssssssssss....and also triggered me to think that his biological system also toh-tao-peng one...blah......
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at first i wrote one whole bunch of emo stuffs....but later on i felt i don't want to publish it out la....what's the use?...no point at all....
sometimes i really angry with myself...why i always reminiscing the past over and over again....somehow certain things are not easy to forget.....
to summarize...actually, what happened was....just after 12 midnight on v-day.....i saw a very big moon through the window.....incidents and memories came haunting my mind.....that's when i started to get emo....for the past 3 or 4 years....i've been spending v-days with different male homo sapiens....it's definately not something to be proud of at all....
how ironic...how depressing...it's like watching horror shows...chapter after chapter...
anyway.....that's all.... :/
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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ohyah...today after soooooooooooooooooooooooo.....
sooooooooooooooooooooo...........................
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo............
LONG....
i reached home before 7pm!!!!!!!!!!!!
and can catch my beauty nap for awhile.......................
it seems that i've never done that for so long sia...........
miss it..
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i want to change my blog skin la....
this one so boring liao....
but either no time or lazy....
and can't find a template that suits me or catches my eyes...
see how ba...
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aiya, alot thing want to write but forget liao.... :/
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something is in my mind too...
all these while...
should i write about it?
i hate to write about it....
but...
hm....
haiz........
fan ar..........
i keep on ask myself....
are you happy or not now?
the answer is like....
yes
no
yes
no
yes
no
yes
no
yes
no
:(
yes because i being loved...
no because.... i don't know............
it's going 1/2 year soon...
but everything seems still the same...
no improvement from my side...
it seems that i'm just buying time...
sometimes i'm afraid history might repeat again...and i'm afraid i'm going to regret again...
:((((((((((((((((
i'm getting older with each passing days...
i need to plan my future...
but...
haiz...don't know how to express myself in words...
or perhaps i don't know what i want...
i hate to hurt people over and over again...
i hate 2 hurt myself over and over again....
i hate to watch another horror show...
had some serious talk with jason just now.....
but no conclusion....
the problem lies with me...
directionless...
hopeless....
:(
to-be-continue
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nobody understands me... :(
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messy mind...
guilty mode...
dilemma...
blah!