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I'm fat already!

look at this!! face so rounded....



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at first, i was wondering how come my jeans and pants are so tight...

at first, i thought my stomach pong hong... (bloated)

when i saw this photo, i faster go and weigh...

omfg....43.5kg!

still convince myself that maybe weighing machine sot sot dei...

but to my horror, today i weigh in office gym....shows 44kg!!

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break record liao...i've never reach till 44kg!!

and fat at the wrong place summore!

red light alert!

critical alarm!

funny!

i gained 3 kg in 2 weeks!

conclusion is:

1) i stopped eating ginseng suppliment 2 weeks ago....so, i conclude that the ginseng suppliments help in maintaining/reducing weight....(my mum ate until drop weight drastically last time....)...so, hm...whoever wants to lose weight, please go korea and buy this ginseng....hahaha....

2) i don't work till 9pm 10pm these 2 weeks...the most stay until 7pm 8pm....work stress may cause weight drop...

3) hub almost everyday come and fetch me go eat dinner outside lately...no more sharing of food......

4) ate too much ice cream and chips...

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo, i need to go on crash diet!!

which means...

1) ginseng finish liao....so bopien...

2) work OT till late late.... (haha...choi!...)

3) ask hub buys food from downstairs and share food again...cannot eat out liao... (sobs..)

4) confiscate ice cream and chips!...and lock the fridge!...(sobs)

5) exercise!...back to gym and steam....(faint.....sobs...)

until i drop back to 41kg!!

hur hur hur...

disastrous!

i cannot authorize myself as 'jiak buey pui' liao...

cannot eat good food like this liao...



that day, still send this to hub to make him drool...hahaha....

i think i ate really quite alot...buffet dinner at swissotel ellenborough market cafe last friday with my kakis....

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someone so yaya lo...

in the end...i won...won....and won!....wahahahahaha...







wahahahhahahaha...

always want to challenge me...

so far, i've never lose hor...

either win or auto win hor...

hahaha...

bleak...

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my mil so nice...when she knows that i always stomachache....she faster made soup for me to bu......so nice...hehe...

but i still stomachache leh..

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abit 'buey song' with some people...

maybe i'm too sensetive...

but...

they are like....."laughing at your misery"....

for instance...

i have a diamond ring....i don't go around asking people "hey, why you don't have a diamond ring?"

or..

i have a rolex watch....i don't go around asking people "hey, why you don't have a rolex watch?"

or...

i have a good figure....i don't go around asking fat people "hey, why you are not slim?"

or...

i have married a good man....i don't go around asking single people "hey, why no guys want to marry you?"

or...

many other examples...

it's the same concept...

i know you already have what you want and i don't...

so, can you stop poking the same questions to me over and over again???!!

you think i don't want meh...

but God doesn't want to give me yet...i believe is YET!

it's either God too pampered me....

He doesn't want me to be so xinku....

and want me to enjoy life like sleep till sun burns my butt....like go shopping whenever i want......etc etc...

or some other various reasons...

like karma..

like never work hard enough...

like it's a test in life...

like fate hasn't come...

like it's my destiny....

etc etc...

so????????????

just think...

if you are in my shoes....

i have what you want...and you don't...

and you want it so badly...

and i keep asking you why you don't have?..

how you will feel?

just think...

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work is as usual suckssss...

ask sky ask sky...

when will this end?

when will the stupid systems stabilize?

maybe is me jinx...

or not competent enough...

issues haven't solve....more issues popping out...

or solve 1 issue, another 2 issues appear...

or today ok, tomorrow not ok...

or today A ok B not ok, tomorrow B ok A not ok....

never ending!!

it's like a vicious cycle!

sometimes feel like telling monster, can get me out of this project and assign it to other people or else i quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wahahahahhaha....

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wah...i thought i got nothing to blog...

end up write so much nonsense...

haha...

sorry ha...

i need to get it off my chest...

bleak....

jialat....i'm controlling myself so badly......

not to...

eat ice cream now!

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