A princess

USA USA here we come!

2012-02-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

In may....

yay.....

booked the tour to USA at natas fair just now....

will be bringing along my parents...

$3158 per person...

12 days to 3 cities nia leh...los angelas, las vegas and san francisco....

hopefully our visas will be approve on time...

that's the worry now...

very geram applying the visa online...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...so troublesome....so many questions don't know how to fill in!....stuck!....grrrrrrr....still need to go interview summore...sipek mafan.....singaporean doesn't have such problem....aaaaaaaaaaaahh....

i like to go travel...

but also think that go travel is like "pay to suffer"...contradicting...

so...this means that....

fuck baby planning...

will be on hold for few months...

go enjoy first...

anyway, it's been dissapointing super duper sianz for almost a year....

that day veron mentioned something which i think abit hilarious...

she said sometimes she thinks that her kids are here to "tao jai" (claim debt) from her...her previous life must be indebted to them...so, this life come to claim from her.....

she said maybe jason and i are very good people in our previous life....never owe anyone money....so, nobody comes to claim from us......

=.="""""""""""""""""

hahaha...

i guess she is just trying to make me feel better...lolx..

ohyea..last weekend, we went to watch we not naughty.....i think it's nice....funny, touching and meaningful....i think i laughed whole show and cried whole show...lolx....

okla...that's all for now...

whole day at expo super tired already....

still stomachache... :/

Happy Valentine's Day!

2012-02-14T23:06:00.013+08:00

Dinner at frienzie bar and bistro @punggol....

eat until very full but the food not quite nice... :(

i think it's been 1 year plus I didn't touch alchohol...

let pictures do the talking...

sparkling wine

the dessert so cute...

two fatties...lolx..

update....found it on the bed after i blog this entry...

aiyo..precious moment again.. -.-

my collections so far...

and present to you the best actress...lolx...

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2012-02-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY 2012 to all.....

been eating too much good food till now really super fatty liao....

my father said i pek pek pui pui paok paok....omg.... =.=

come back vendors treat cny lunch...

hp treats at tung luk east coast...
huawei treats at long beach east coast...
fujitsu treats at tung luk paramount hotel....
nsn treats at tung luk paramount hotel again..
boss will treat buffet coming monday too...

this year lau yu sheng 5 times...

tell me how to on diet?

=.=

anyway...

show pictures of our darling...

really cute to the max even though sometimes she is real naughty!

i like this photo!...super cute!

took family photo at studio....don't look at my wings!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

no more long holidays...

from now onwards, need to work hard again....

zzzzzzz.....

Sorethroat.... :(

2012-01-15T22:21:00.004+08:00

Blog first before forget...

haiz..sorethroat now...

eat too much good food...

before CNY already fat like chu..

vendors treat...at soup restaurant and at seafood paradise...

friday had dinner at asian kitchen again...

saturday reunion dinner with family at jumbo...then walk walk at chinatown...

today had dinner at ministry of steak....the steak is quite nice...

tomorrow meeting friends...sure eat alot again...

wah...how to keep slim like that?

:P

friday knocked off quite early...so went to nex for shopping....bought a red dress for CNY...bought 2 shirts for hub....bought contact lens....CNY cookies...and bird nests.....

today went facial and pedicure....poor hub birthday still need to wait hours for me...hahaha....

so fast CNY coming already....

time flies man....

still thinking how much to pao for ang pow...lolx...

okla...just a short post...

miss miss my darling.....

she's getting prettier each day.... :)

Precious Gems

2012-01-08T22:15:00.005+08:00

My precious gems..

our three kids...weeeeeeeeee...hahahahaha...

sick sick le still want to bleak.....lolx..

nerdy ger ger likes the baby car seat so much...

with fatty daddy...hahaha..

this is what we call a true happiness...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2012

2012-01-02T22:45:00.004+08:00

On long leave...10 days!..

clear leave...

starting from last last friday till monday...

on holiday is nice but still need to work....very sianz....very tao mei to have a low EQ and not understanding....

don't talk about this first..

parents and brother came over...

lil M stayed over too for 2 nights...on training...lolx...

ah kong bathing lil M....no "tang" so got to bath in the basin sink...hahaha....see..she enjoys herself very much...lolx...

training in progress....thanks to jenn for snaping this photo...like it....because she also looking at the camera....awwwwwwwwww...lolx..but look at my panda eyes...whole night never sleep...lolx..

salute to all the mothers....i just take care of her for 2 nights and felt so tired already......can't sleep and almost whole night monitor her....till morning...handover to my parents and i ko straight...lolx...but it's a great experience....keke....

she's such a cutie and we all adore her to the max....

my brother said she's the "biggest" now....she's the princess..and maybe the empress...lolx...

small party at home on christmas eve....

monday...whole family went out together...went to bugis to pray...then went to plaza singapura...brought lil M for spa session....lolx....it includes swimming and massage....

see how clever she is...only 2 months old but know how to kick and "swim"...lolx....and she's not afraid at all....brave girl...so cute..

then we went shopping and had dinner at nanxiang restaurant...bought 3 tops for mummy.....lil M screamed all the way...so father rushed everyone home...lolx...

monday they all went to casino to earn lose money...lolx...

after that, went to singapore flyer...because brother hasn't go before...queued for 1 hour and everyone was so hungry.....

forgot bring camera...this is the best view i able to snap using iphone 4...

emo or enjoying the view? lolx..

had dinner at seafood paradise...

then drive along orchard road to see christmas lighting...

tuesday casino again...nobody interested with uss... =.=

wednesday everyone gathered at home...xavier was here too....whole day he was waiting to go swimming...lolx....swimming and steaming....then had chi char dinner together near our place..

thursday they went back malaysia already....how fast time flies when we are enjoying.... :/

then i had to work work and work..sianz...

thursday work....

friday worse......server down....got to go back office work till after midnight....

already so disastrous.....slept dreamt of the lao HP engineer....lagi disastrous...lolx...

stupid server doesn't want to down...pin pin want to down at critical period...

and then i'm always the lucky one to be on standby....

i think i've been working for 10 years...my colleagues have not been activated back before....only me....everytime is me....jin lucky one....but never see i'm the one who strike toto....

then boss keep sms and email do this do that....haiz....

new year eve went to mil place.....

brought along laptop, jacket, pass and everything in case being call back again.... zzz...

but it's heart warming to celebrate new year with family...

mil won mahjong $19....so after midnight, whole family went to eat prata together..she said 1 person 1 piece....lolx...end up the bill was $39....hahaha...so funny...

new year early morning......whole family, big small...went to temple to offer food to the monks....nice...

came home continue sleep....hahaha...

then evening went to century square...

bought 1 top 1 pant....dinner at forgot name...but the chicken curry with you tiao nice leh....

then watched mission impossible....nice too...

today last day of holiday...so must slack...just went out to have dinner....

look back....2011 new year resolutions....

1) don't get agitated so easily
2) don't complain too much
3) be a happier person
4) less stress at work
5) quit job and become tai tai and still got money? (strike toto)
6) haiz...

none have been fulfilled.... =.=

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh...

so 2012 new year resolution will be...simple...

maintaining whatever i am blessed with now.... PLUS....kurnia with cahaya mata....lelaki ke...perempuan ke...tak mengapa....asalkan sihat sejahtera....kembar pun boleh...hahahahahaha....

whole 2011 only went to bali trip...did not even plan for holidays....trying and trying but all we get was disappointment...

2012 will be a challenging year for my work too....

with 5 or more projects coming.... cem phase 2, iss phase 3, oss5.3, lte, usas.....

jiayou jiayou...

2012 will be a better year...

wish everyone a happy and prosperous new year...

super tuesday green already... =.=

Shopping again..

2011-12-18T22:55:00.003+08:00

Went to takashimaya yesterday...mission accomplished within 1 day.....bought all the presents....for the kiddos...8 kiddos...colleuages and family...phew...

hub bought gucci perfume for me and i also bought gucci perfume for him...being saiko by the sales girl....haha...

angry with myself...how can i be so careless botaiboji lost $40 vouchers....grrrrr..

came back big bags small bags...the guard see us also shocked..he must be thinking this charbor jin kung puk....hahaha...

see..

then went to mil place....forgot to mention...normally saturday night is family night at mil place....

went out at 9am came home 11pm...sibeh tired...

today, went to temple to pray....then went to ion to shop again...bought x1 dress, x1 jeans, x1 cardigan, x2 earings...walked till legs pain.....

dinner at asian kitchen....the guitar duck very nice....yummy...it's just beside watami restaurant.....

okla..that's it...tomorrow got presentation to other operator...ahhhhhh....hate it..

Life is great...

2011-12-16T13:08:00.004+08:00

When i'm on leave...

hehehehehe....

wednesday on leave, yesterday mc, today on leave...

but hor...i still check office mail and work from home ok?

many leaves to clear...

but alot work to do....

:(

so, while doing "maintenance" and check office mail, come in here to tell story...

multitask....

kekeke....

want to blog about how korlian i am...haha...

didn't know colonscopy is so torturing and troublesome.. :(

first time, i drink so much water in a day....

i think about 2-3 litres...together with the awful taste fleet and lavage powder..

being a person who can't drink alot of water, this is super challenging ok...

normally i only drink 3-5 glasses a day eh...

summore can only eat kway teow teng or porridge or plain bread for 2 days..

no meat, no fruits, no fried food, no milo, no ice cream, no titbits, no vegetables for 2 days....all cannot eat...

being a carnivor, no meat is super challenging too ok... lolx..

and i don't like porridge...

so, lunch kway teow teng, dinner kway teow teng...without the "liao"... =.=

wednesday 5.30pm must start fasting and start drinking the awful taste fleet and lavage powder to laosai....

whole night in out toilet...

drink drink drink...

lao lao lao...

until left watery stool...

stomach was so bloated and felt like puking...

first time, i felt soooooooooooooooooooooo hungry to the max....

like the end of the world....

whole night cannot sleep...

hahahahaha...

from that moment, i finally can understand how those poor hungry people felt... =.=""

how bless we are to have food all the time right?

summore i always waste food and very fussy about food... :(

nevermind...

the appointment is 11am summore...

reached SGH 10:45 am....

waited waited waited...

12pm then my turn....

imagine...hungry till kor kor kor...

i thought i will faint but luckily never...

previous round, when i did OGD (stomach and intestine scope), not that torturing...only need to fast after 10pm i think.....

and the appointment was 8am...that time after the procedure, i got low blood pressure and need to drip glucose.. =.=

this time, luckily my body still can take it....

in singapore, really can die cannot sick....

colonscopy is $2k+ and OGD is about $800 i think....crazy so expensive....luckily can claim 80% from company insurans....this is one of the benefit to be employed ya...

so, i think better work than not working....keke...

oh oh....3G data down so long at south east area....monster must be panic....no wonder no email come kacao me now.... :P

oppss...back to topic..

whole procedure took about 2 hours....

i personally think that the service in SGH is quite good la...

they treat you like vip..

the nurses are friendly and helpful.....but the doctors abit cmi like that...

my doctor is quite good looking but abit sissy and weird...hahahahaha..

a few nurses attended to me...

started to confirm my signature etc etc...

once i lie down.....they started to prepare....

a nurse shouted "Koay Bee Ching S79xxxxxF" and "colonscopy"......

i go and answer yes...

and at the same time, another nurse check my wrist tag and shouted back "correct"...

so paiseh...actually not asking me...

hahahahhahahahahhaha...

guess this is part of the procedure and precaution....not sure got recorder bo?...but am sure they are very careful not to do the wrong thing on the wrong person...lolx...

everything happened like very fast...

one nurse plug in the heart rate monitor on my finger...(i think so?)...

another nurse plug in the blood pressure monitor...

another plug in oxygen...

another applied gel on my buttock...

another injected sedative on my arm.....

then she said "you will feel sleepy"

within 0.5 seconds i think i KO liao....hahahahaha...

when i woke up, i saw another bed beside me...

(cause i was lying on my left)...

then i was thinking..."how come not yet my turn ah?"

i actually didn't know i already fell asleep and already woke up...

i thought i haven't fall asleep yet...

so funny...

sedative really makes you mi mi hu hu and cannot analyze things properly..

so i continue "sleep" and wait...

then suddenly the nurse came and woke me up...

then i asked her..."har? done already meh?"

then she laughed and said "yeah, already done ah, can go home already"...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

then i mong cha cha got up....she hold me and walked me to the chair....

gave me biscuits and hot milo...

i bite the biscuit and doze off 0.5 seconds....bite another doze off 1 second...look around then doze off 0.5 seconds again.....hahahahahahahahaha...

previous round OGD, when they wheeled me out, i already awake and know what's happening...

don't know why this time round i so blur...

maybe the dosage is higher...

came home around 4pm?...ate bun and drank hot milo...

crawled to my bed and jit tao KO after 0.5 seconds...

till 8pm....

what an experience...

after all the hassle, thank god the result shows everything is ok....

so the question is...how come i everyday stomachache ah?

x files...

doctor said because of stress...

got so stressful meh?

hm................

don't know la...

at least abit relieve now...

nothing is more important than health la...

so, take good care of your health ok?

wah....grandmother story...

better continue my work....

:)

Material queen....

2011-12-11T23:26:00.004+08:00

Yeah yeah...

shop till drop....

so tired...legs so suan...

today conquered the new shopping mall at changi..and parkway parade...

nothing much over at changi.....so, went to parkway too...

last week conquered 313....

i think next week go ion and taka....

bought so many things but still got alot more to buy...

the list as follows....x1 towel..x1 bathrobe (bought for fun...in case i want to go swimming...haha...)...x3 tops..x1 shorts...x2 dresses....x2 cardigans...x1 pants...x4 macayla's cloths and hairband.....x1 hub's polo shirt...x1 t-shirt for bro......anything else?.....guess that's about it......to be continue next week....still alot more pressies to buy.....sometimes don't really like christmas....because got to crack head to think what to buy....=.=

then as usual if we are in parkway, we sure go and eat at that indonesian restaurant...forgot name....kartini?.....we like the bak but tai with prawn....the ayam rendang also nice...yummy...

oh yeah...that day met up with amelly and suzy at ion.....had sumptuous dinner at watami restaurant....the food there nice leh....will go there again....yummy...

everyday eat so much.....really fat like nobody business...tummy so big don't know grow from where...inside ah bo baby la.....=.=

work still very busy....haiz...never ending nightmares..but nevermind....going to have long holiday soon....

last friday shine comm session.....watched movie....immortal....the show sucks big time....waste time to watch nia...=.=

miss miss cute cute de kaixin ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....that day carry her till she zzzzzzzzzzz....so cute......

just now in the car thought of something to write...but now forgot liao....what is it leh?......zzzzzzzzzz.....sipek short term memory.....

okla...sleep liao la...if i remember then i write ba....see ya all...

I'm a proud...

2011-11-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

Kuku of kaixin...

lolx....

people says i'm a proud mama....i say i'm a proud kuku...

lolx....

i think she's most cute when she sucks chut-chut....hehehe...

i know i'm fat already...

no need to double confirm ok...

bleakk...

lolx...

fat and old...

haiz..

sibeh cham...

need to act young by putting hairband....

=.=

okla...just come in to "action" awhile...

got to sleep liao....

people sleeps wakes up feel fresh...

i sleep wake up feel more lethargic....whole body pain...

no matter how much i sleep also like not enough...

how nice got 48 hours a day...

then can sleep 12 hours....

hehehe...

haven't go shopping...

haven't got the mood yet...

lazy and time not enough....

ok...that's all...tata..

Weeeeeeeee

2011-11-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeeeeee....can see macayla soon.....

do spring cleaning over the weekends...

so tired but at least all done...

have whole month december for shopping liao...

kekeke....

"throw" away 1 big box of cloths... :(

jialat...

some cloths i don't even wear before...

or only wore 1 time...

but don't feel like wearing liao...

jialat...

nola....donated to salvation army...

need to "replenish" my wardrobe liao...

felt abit lack of cloths now...

aiii...becoming more and more aunty liao...

seldom make up..

seldom dress up...

everytime go to work...take mrt....see the girls around me...

felt like i'm the ugliest.. :(

only doll up myself when attend wedding...

other that that...not much chance....

yes la...lazy lo....

aiai...

Happiness...

2011-11-16T22:53:00.005+08:00

Love this song because of channel 8 9pm show....

lolx...

ni hai shi yao xin fu...

even though you are not happy, you will still wish other people happy right?

awww....

very sianz now...

yes, because of work and other stuffs...

so, come in here talk nonsense awhile...

hopefully will feel better soon...

everything is not permanent...

happiness...

sadness...

it's not permanent...

so, if you are feeling under the weather, bear with it...you will be able to get over it soon....

last friday, was so bored...

old man not at home cause got d&d...

so, impromptu-ly (got such word bo? lolx..) asked F whether want to have dinner together when she about to leave office....

so cool she jit tao said ok and waited for me to ko...

end up we chilled for 5 hours at nex cafe cartel..

lolx....

really 38...

got so much stuff to talk about...

last sunday....went to watch 23:59...

not frightening one....but abit eerie to me...

pregnant ladies cannot watch this show...

very pantang...

haiz...

we tried so many months already still failed...

so many couples married after us....

their babies already put chu lai liao...

and people keep asking and asking the same 'stupid' question...

when when when...

why why why....

sometimes feel like telling them...

don't ask me...go and ask God!...i also want to know when and why... :XXXXXXXXXXX

hahaha...

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today also bad day at work...

things don't seem to work....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

ok, hopefully can see sunshine soon... :)

Love macayla..

2011-11-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

Addicted to the following songs recently...

can listen non stop...

wanted to revamp my blog...

wanted to "cleanup" my msn and facebook friends list...

have some "friends" whom i don't know them....or already stop talking....last time don't know how i added them also....people request i also anyhow add nia.....very messy...

BUTTTTTTTTTT

i very lazy to do..........

looks like i had been blogging for so many years...

unbelievable..

since 2008...if count friendster blog means since 2007?...

means 4 years plus almost 5 years liao...

not bad ahhh...

i thought i will hangat-hangat tahi ayam only...

haha....

but i'm becoming lazier and lazier to blog...

probably because there's nothing interesting to write about...

damn suay don't know how i sprained my back...it's so painful...

luckily it healed by itself...

hopefully...

nothing much to update over the long weekend...

went back to office to work on something on sunday summore...

haiz...

life's tough...

i think it's better this way.....get rid of another eye sore for good...

not in a good mood recently...

my face is as black as black angry bird...hahaha...

but when bad mood, just need to look at this....

then i will automatic smile from the heart...

kekeke...

i love this photo very much... :)

Lovely niece in da house....

2011-10-30T23:41:00.001+08:00

Ta-daaaaaaaaa...

look at my lovely kai lui, macayla...

so cute....

too bad i unable to be there... :(

aikss...all the doctor's fault...

spoilt my plan...geram...

oppss...looks like i didn't blog for so long....

paiseh...very lazy...

free time i titi sleep only...

sleep so much still zombiefied....

:/

last last week, just went back taiping...

for kathina celebration...on sunday..

it's such a relaxing week....

as usual, eat, tv, sleep and online.....

was hoping macayla will be born by that week but no....

so, bo tang kua...

back at home, did rebonding and facial.....

wow....so much more cheaper...

sgd400 vs rm130 for rebonding...

sgd80 vs rm88 for facial...

in future, all do at hometown...

can save alot...

but spent alot also....

buy this and that...

bought a watch for kelvin...

hopefully able to motivate him abit for his studies...

the week before, attended amelly's post wedding celebration...

last week, watched real steel....quite nice and touching....

other than all that, i think nothing to update ler...

very sianz...keep on 'sick'.....

don't know when my stomach will be ok....

haiz...

super monday blue summore...

it's a long week without holiday or public holiday in between...

gambatte to myself!!

:(

2011-10-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

How true...

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it's a sickly week....

one problem comes after another...

been in and out clinics and hospitals for checkups...

for my stomach cramp...

and cornea ulcer...

i break my MC record...

4.5 days for this year...

have never been taking so many MC in a year...

:/

funny things happened when i was doing endoscopy...

being sedated is kind of scary....

but if conscious is even more scary!...haha...

looking at the pile of medicines also very scary!

hopefully october will be a happy month free from worries...

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rewind to last week...

ngoi ngoi and her hub came to singapore...

brought them around....

some of the places i've never been to before also...haha...

met up with yy and ps...

had sumptuous dinner at jumbo....

thanks to ngoi ngoi's hub for the treat.. :)

last saturday, watched johnny english reborn...

quite funny la...

i think the funniest part was the helicopter part...

and also when he'd been controlled and danced around...lolx...

then last sunday, celebrated bernice's birthday...bbq at our place...

this week no special activities...

been sleeping alot...

but still no dog sleep...

i think the ulcer disappeared ler...

yay!

ban from contact lens for don't know how long...

nay!

i'm a problematic gal...

:(

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aiyo...my sister everyday listen 2 hebe's song buey sianz!!

hahaha....

:P

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it's monthly report week and i hate it to the max!

Macayla!

2011-09-19T22:38:00.009+08:00

Got free tickets from sister's company to world runway premiere held at indoor stadium....

here's some blur photos taken with iphone....

the show not that good...if i want to complain here got alot to complain...haha...but is a great experience....first time ma...

it's a fashion competition and charity event....8 countries participated...

i like UK design....and UK really won...haha....

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nothing much to update liao....

last week went to yu fen's baby's full moon.....

so many babies lately...

so many pregnant ladies...

rabbit and dragon really popular...

my colleuages were teasing me...

whole world is pregnant...

except you...

:(

so sad...

it's not that we don't want leh....

haiz...

nevermind la...

we got kai lui...

waiting for the arrival of macayla...

excited!

my brother said baby turn head down liao...means anytime will deliver already...

kekeke...

:)

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go gym go one day then lazy already....hahaha...

haiz...

fat then fat la...

:/

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hub go "cut" eyelids....

now look like alien....

sipek "cute" de alien...

hahaha...

haiz...

husband and wife so problematic...

haiz..

okla...

this week will be a busy week...

so many activities...

i need more beauty sleep!

ciao!

SHIT!!

2011-09-05T22:07:00.009+08:00

I'm fat already!

look at this!! face so rounded....

:(

:(

:(

at first, i was wondering how come my jeans and pants are so tight...

at first, i thought my stomach pong hong... (bloated)

when i saw this photo, i faster go and weigh...

omfg....43.5kg!

still convince myself that maybe weighing machine sot sot dei...

but to my horror, today i weigh in office gym....shows 44kg!!

-.-""""""""""""""""""""""""""

break record liao...i've never reach till 44kg!!

and fat at the wrong place summore!

red light alert!

critical alarm!

funny!

i gained 3 kg in 2 weeks!

conclusion is:

1) i stopped eating ginseng suppliment 2 weeks ago....so, i conclude that the ginseng suppliments help in maintaining/reducing weight....(my mum ate until drop weight drastically last time....)...so, hm...whoever wants to lose weight, please go korea and buy this ginseng....hahaha....

2) i don't work till 9pm 10pm these 2 weeks...the most stay until 7pm 8pm....work stress may cause weight drop...

3) hub almost everyday come and fetch me go eat dinner outside lately...no more sharing of food......

4) ate too much ice cream and chips...

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo, i need to go on crash diet!!

which means...

1) ginseng finish liao....so bopien...

2) work OT till late late.... (haha...choi!...)

3) ask hub buys food from downstairs and share food again...cannot eat out liao... (sobs..)

4) confiscate ice cream and chips!...and lock the fridge!...(sobs)

5) exercise!...back to gym and steam....(faint.....sobs...)

until i drop back to 41kg!!

hur hur hur...

disastrous!

i cannot authorize myself as 'jiak buey pui' liao...

cannot eat good food like this liao...

that day, still send this to hub to make him drool...hahaha....

i think i ate really quite alot...buffet dinner at swissotel ellenborough market cafe last friday with my kakis....

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someone so yaya lo...

in the end...i won...won....and won!....wahahahahaha...

wahahahhahahaha...

always want to challenge me...

so far, i've never lose hor...

either win or auto win hor...

hahaha...

bleak...

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my mil so nice...when she knows that i always stomachache....she faster made soup for me to bu......so nice...hehe...

but i still stomachache leh..

:(

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abit 'buey song' with some people...

maybe i'm too sensetive...

but...

they are like....."laughing at your misery"....

for instance...

i have a diamond ring....i don't go around asking people "hey, why you don't have a diamond ring?"

or..

i have a rolex watch....i don't go around asking people "hey, why you don't have a rolex watch?"

or...

i have a good figure....i don't go around asking fat people "hey, why you are not slim?"

or...

i have married a good man....i don't go around asking single people "hey, why no guys want to marry you?"

or...

many other examples...

it's the same concept...

i know you already have what you want and i don't...

so, can you stop poking the same questions to me over and over again???!!

you think i don't want meh...

but God doesn't want to give me yet...i believe is YET!

it's either God too pampered me....

He doesn't want me to be so xinku....

and want me to enjoy life like sleep till sun burns my butt....like go shopping whenever i want......etc etc...

or some other various reasons...

like karma..

like never work hard enough...

like it's a test in life...

like fate hasn't come...

like it's my destiny....

etc etc...

so????????????

just think...

if you are in my shoes....

i have what you want...and you don't...

and you want it so badly...

and i keep asking you why you don't have?..

how you will feel?

just think...

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work is as usual suckssss...

ask sky ask sky...

when will this end?

when will the stupid systems stabilize?

maybe is me jinx...

or not competent enough...

issues haven't solve....more issues popping out...

or solve 1 issue, another 2 issues appear...

or today ok, tomorrow not ok...

or today A ok B not ok, tomorrow B ok A not ok....

never ending!!

it's like a vicious cycle!

sometimes feel like telling monster, can get me out of this project and assign it to other people or else i quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wahahahahhaha....

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wah...i thought i got nothing to blog...

end up write so much nonsense...

haha...

sorry ha...

i need to get it off my chest...

bleak....

jialat....i'm controlling myself so badly......

not to...

eat ice cream now!

:(

Rest and Relax...

2011-08-29T16:35:00.011+08:00

4 days break....

took leave on monday just to rot at home.....

so fast holiday zoooooom.....

so nice no need to work....

just eat sleep shop eat sleep....

how nice everyday can be like this...

-.-

went to jb on sunday...

woke up early to have breakfast with mil and family...

then headed to jb after that...

a very eventful day...

makan, shop, watch movie and ktv...

everytime go city square must eat my portuguese chicken....

watched final destination 5....watched until dizzy....so gross and disturbing..

bought quite many things...

bought mooncakes, 2 heels, 1 top, some food, some toiletries etc...

walked around and suddenly saw this....

for macayla...hahaha...

i'm my aunt's favorite..

my aunt loves me...and also tweety socks..

my aunt is my bff....

cute right?...lolx...

normally got mummy and daddy ones...seldom see got aunty ones...haha...

bought so many stuffs in 1 day...

reached home after midnight and slept around 4am...

tiring but shiok....

yesterday chitchat until almost 5am then sleep....

saturday watched presidential election result till 3am plus then sleep...

so many days sleep late...

just now nap..

later really no need to sleep liao...

mai cho kang ah....

feeling so lazy....

oh...

mari kita yaya singapura.....

wahahahaha...

almost booooooooo out my ice lemon tea...

wahahhahaha....

someone sang so confidently...

rakyat=citizen!....not yaya!!

-.-""""

i'm not a singaporean yet i know how to sing the entire sg national anthem...

bleakkkk.....

lolx....

so funny so funny...

lately, i found a punching and kicking bag...

which is none other than hub's stomach...

lolx...

front kick, side kick, turning kick, back kick...

end up twisted my back..

-.-

really old already....

okla...

go sleep liao...

blues....

Moody Blue..

2011-08-22T21:44:00.004+08:00

Long time no blog again...

anyway, nothing much to update...

only joined family events....

brandon's birthday, 7th month praying in temple, mil birthday celebration, sf's baby full moon....etc etc...

boring life hor....

zzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

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don't know what's wrong...

nowadays always stomachache...

need to go see doctor liao...

haiz...

:(

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super moody...

every month also moody....

and disappointed...

and sianz...

:(

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opss....

where got one time i come in here say happy hor?

hahaha...

got la..

but i think very seldom...

use one hand also can count maybe..

:P

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i hope office can block facebook!

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one by one gone...

why i'm still there?

hm...

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okla...

really nothing to blog...

better go bath and sleep early...

tomorrow need to be kuli..

:(

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miss xavier...

haha...

he's such an adorable boy...

:)

Dreams

2011-08-04T22:48:00.005+08:00

Weird...

dream of tsunami today...and yesterday dreamt of i fight/quarell with mother.....i always have nightmares....don't know why......just now google the dreams interpretation....i always dream of such stuffs... :(

Tsunami

To see a tsunami in your dream, means that you are being overwhelmed by some repressed feeling or unconscious material that is rising up to the surface. You are experiencing some unhappiness and emotional instability in a waking situation.

Fighting

To dream that you are in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.

Drowning

To dream that you are drowning, indicates that you are feeling overwhelmed by emotions. Repressed issues may be coming back to haunt you. You may be proceeding too quickly in trying to discover your unconscious thoughts. You should proceed more cautiously and slowly. If you drown to death, then is refers to an emotional rebirth. If your survive the drowning, then it means that a waking relationship or situation will ultimately survive the turmoil.

Exam

To dream that you are taking an exam, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way. These dreams highlight some anxiety or agitation that you are experiencing in your waking life. In such dreams, you may find that you cannot answer any of the questions on the test, that the test is in some foreign language or that your pencil keeps breaking during the test. Perhaps time is running out and you cannot complete the exam in the allowed time. Or perhaps, you arrive late and miss the exam. These factors contribute to failing the dream test. These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or the lack of. You tend to believe in the worst about yourself and are often overly worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough.

Test dreams also suggest that you are feeling unprepared for a challenge. Rarely, these dreams are about the actual content of the test, but rather it is more about the process and how you feel during the exam taking process. These feelings often parallel how you are actually feeling in a particular challenge or situation in your waking life.

Test dreams are also an indication that you are being judged. These dreams serve as a signal for you to examine an aspect of yourself that you may have been neglecting and need to pay more attention to. You may be harboring some guilt because you did not prepare enough for a school exam, meeting, business project, or some project. Most of the time, though, people who have such dreams are unlikely to fail a test in real life. This dream is rooted in the fear and anxiety that you may not meet other's standards. You are afraid to let others down.

Burglary
To dream that you have been burglarized, indicates that you are feeling violated or that personal space has been invaded. You feel helpless in some situation or relationship. This could be due to a major change in your life. Give yourself some time to adjust to your new environment. The dream may also occur as a result of being burglarized in real life and a symptom of post traumatic stress.

Chase
To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is a metaphor for some form of insecurity. In particular, to dream that you are chased by an animal, represents your own unexpressed and unacknowledged anger which is being projected onto that animal. Alternatively, you may be running away from a primal urge or fear.

Naked
To dream that you are naked, denotes fear of being found out and exposed over your activities. You feel that you are being misjudged.

To dream that you suddenly discover your nudity and are trying to cover up, signifies your vulnerability to a situation.

Death

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what you like about them. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, the dream indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life anymore.

To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.

Anger
To dream that you are holding or expressing anger, symbolizes frustrations and disappointments in your Self. You tend to repress your negative emotions or project your anger onto others. You need to look within yourself.

Being angry in your dream may have been carried over from your waking life. Dreams function as a safe outlet where you can express your strong and/or negative emotions. You are suppressing your anger and aggression, instead of consciously acknowledging them.

many more....these are those that i can remember now....

jialat la...all negative de...

jin cham jin cham...

:(

or maybe i cannot remember those good and happy ones?

haha...

erm...i don't remember i dream of money....

Money

To see or win money in your dream, indicates that success and prosperity is within your reach. Money represents confidence, self-worth, success, or values. You have much belief in yourself.�Alternatively, dreaming about money, refers to your attitudes about love and matters of the heart. It is a common symbol for sexuality and power. In particular, finding money indicates your quest for love or for power.

To dream that you lose money, suggests that you are lacking ambition, power and self-esteem. You are experiencing unhappiness and setbacks in your waking life. You may also be feeling weak, vulnerable, and out of control in your waking life. To give or spend money in your dream, is analogous to giving love. You are looking for love. To see others giving money away, suggests that you are feeling ignored, overlooked or neglected. Someone is not paying enough attention and showing enough affection toward you.If you are hogging or hoarding money, then it denotes insecurity or selfishness.

To dream that you have no money, indicates a fear of losing your place in the world. You are lacking the abilities needed to achieve some desired goal. If you are borrowing money in your dream, then it suggests that you are overextending your resources. You are spreading yourself too thin.

To dream that you steal money, forewarns that you are in danger. You need to be more cautious. On a positive note, the dream indicates that you are finally going after what you want in life. Alternatively, stealing money means that you are lacking love. You are desperate to be accepted.

hm..........................

It's gonna hurt when it heals too...

2011-07-31T03:05:00.004+08:00

Hm....

anyhow put a title...

lolx...

really getting lazier and lazier to blog...

don't know what to write also...

it's like there's so many stuffs to write but i just can't seem to type it out...

it's like my mind is heavy but is blank and quiet now....

don't know what bullshit i'm typing....

lolx..

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last last week update?

forgot liao la.......pengz...

tampines mall?...bought a guess bag?...ate at ajisen?...watched transformers 3?....parkway parade?....bought a dress?....ate at pasta mania?....oh yeah....i think so...whatever...

hahaha...suddenly tought of kelvin....he said 'whatever' to his sister....and my father told him he is rude!...lolx...

anyway...

last week update...

i think did not do anything except went to mil place to celebrate her birthday...

this week...

dnd....abit boring...hosts boring...events boring...food not nice...service lousy....bo tio top 10 lucky draw....i brought camera but don't even take a single photo...conclusion = boring... -.-

update liao liao...

ohyeah...catched up with the gals that day...finally....after a long time...maybe never meet up for more than 1 year liao....it's always nice to catch up with old friends...

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time to rant...

lolx...

bo la...

just wonder...

how come i feel some people very lucky can have whatever they want but i can't?

how come some people don't need to work hard but still can get whatever they want but i need to work double hard to get whatever i want?

how come in order to get something, i need to sacrifice another thing?

how come people have A liao but still not satisfied and still think of having B and C and D?

how come i felt like i'm a prisoner in my own house?

how come i want to do something but yet lazy to do anything?

how come i feel i have so many things to worry?

how come i always feel i don't have enough sleep but yet don't want to sleep earlier? (like now.....it's 3am+....hahaha...)

how come i have the urge to.....

how come today i so hokkien pai?....jin funny....

alot alot of how come!!

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i can't help but to type this again...

abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz!

if nobody knows what does that mean....

it means missing you....

how i wish i can turn back time to 10 years ago....

and i think i may not take the same path again....

it's chu 1...i'm sitting on the sofa alone....abit windy outside...a few cars passing by.....no wonder i'm feeling abit emo now...

hahaha...

crappy again..

oh my f god!

6 more days!

means i'm with f-ing starhub for 10 f-ing years!!

no big deal..

blah...

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i learn 1 word just now....

nincompoop!

hahaha

who makes me angry i will scold that person nincompoop!

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okla....wacky enough liao....

blue ah...so blue ah...

can fake mc bo?

:(

Happy 1st Year Anniversary!

2011-07-10T15:26:00.014+08:00

So fast zooooooooooooooom 1 year liao...

angry also angry so long liao....lolx....

yesterday, hub bring me to MBS to celebrate...

shopping around first...

then dinner at skypark on 57 at MBS...

our beef...he ordered the same....

suddenly ndp rehersal fireworks pom pom pom and got alot suaku looked very amazed like never see fireworks before...lolx..

after dinner, went outside to take photos...lolx....as i seldom dress up and make up...lolx...

the bill...we only ordered main course and drink plain water... -.-

the gift...

the surprise today...

another surprise...hehe....

thanks hub for all the surprises....

soli, i bo prepare anything for you... -.-

lolx...

:P

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recently, many things happened at work...

i even give 'colours' to monster...

guess i've lost all my patience...

he must be thinking why F and I had changed...

anyway, i spent whole day writing monthly report today....

jin sianz....

cannot focus at all...

okla...time to sleep...

this week will be another horrible week...

ciaoz...

Hm...

2011-06-19T18:07:00.010+08:00

Finally...

after so many weeks doing nothing...

it's time to shop till drop again...

(it's a punishment to that person btw)...

GSS ma..

but i think not much discount pun...

shopped 4 hours at 313 on saturday...

bought few pieces of clothing...

then dinner at FISH....

the salad nice leh...

the chicken nice too...

beef and lamb not nice.....

then after that went to plaza sg to watch kungfu panda 2...

maybe expectation too high...

as many people says it's very funny...

i think not that funny leh...

and also being distracted by the PRC couple beside me...

which is super irritating to the max..

why people go to cinema to chitchat so loudly and kiss one?

TSK!

go hotel better la...

disturb people nia...

TSK!

today rot at home again...

feeling so tired to do anything...

just eat and sleep...

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it seems that parents already know our problems...

even though i haven't tell them...

oh well...

couples out there...

please make the right decision...

don't get married with the wrong person for the wrong reasons..

it's very tiring to face and/or rectify marriage issues...

some people....even you tell them 1001 times, they will still don't get it...

haiz...

people says..

there is no such thing as no choice...

you have a choice...

for example...

you don't like your job....you complain about your job almost everyday....but...why are you still staying there?....why?

you have a choice to change your job...

ohwell....i also wonder why....

perhaps i'm the type of person who doesn't like changes?

don't know la..

two important aspects of life...

work and marriage....

both also screw up one....

haiz...

sometimes...i wonder....when will i have the courage to find my own happiness?...

as of now....just sweep the problems under the carpet...

until it resurfaces again...

see can tolerate until when....reach the ULTIMATE THRESHOLD then BOOMZ!

many people asked me to be contented...

another word...

LL lo...

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

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ohyeah....don't ask me when i will have baby anymore...

because it seems that it's a mission impossible for now....

if i ever get pregnant in this marriage, it must be a miracle...

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nothing much to rant liao...

blues creeping in...

boo..

Hadirlah Kekasih

2011-06-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

That person...

2011-06-05T13:34:00.003+08:00

That person...

used to say he wants to learn and understand me from my blog...

after so long...

did he learn anything?

did he understand me more?

the answer is NO!

NOT AT ALL!

what he knows is QUESTIONING me with that CONSTIPATED look...

which i totally HATE TO THE MAX!

QUESTION and QUESTION and QUESTION!

QUESTION and QUESTION and QUESTION!

QUESTION and QUESTION and QUESTION!

i am GOOD enough trying not to start a fight by keeping quiet....

yet that person...

almost everyday....

without fail...

trying to...

annoy

agitate

irritate

ME!

never ending!

WHY I'M UNHAPPY?

WHY I'M SHOWING BLACK FACE EVERYDAY?

WHY I'M COOPING MYSELF IN THE ROOM ALONE?

when will you ever know and understand what is causing my UNHAPPINESS????!!!

if you still DON'T KNOW or DON'T UNDERSTAND, stop adding salt into my injury!

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!

.....

please use your brain and think!

if i am fooling around outside....

do i look so stupid to leave my laptop on without password for you to peep?

do i look so stupid not to set password on my iphone for you to peep?

where is the basic trust and respect in a marriage?

this is not the first time, second time or third time you doing such idiotic thing!

closing one eye doesn't mean i am stupid!

can someone tells that person to leave me alone!

leave my laptop alone!

leave my iphone alone!

I DID NOT DO ANYTHING UNFAITHFUL!

I AM SO DAMN FUCKING BUSY WITH MY WORK I GOT NO TIME TO FUCK AROUND!

i'm just pouring my frustrations to my chat friend!

i'm so frustrated with so many things have you ever care???

i'm so frustrated i can't tell anyone just to protect your face have you ever care?

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!

please...i'm already very stress with work!

please don't add more stress into my life!

if you can't give me happiness, quit giving me more sadness!

I miss my boy....

2011-05-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

Totally!

Bali Trip 2011

2011-05-22T21:02:00.036+08:00

Quite nice....

little xavier entertained us whole journey...

he is super duper adorable...

quite many photos but i quite lazy to upload....

so here's some of the photos.....

i don't know where i went because i'm just a follower...

here's the place with lots of monkeys that will snatch people's belongings...lolx..

suppose to see sunset but no luck...

but really beautiful scenery...

mr strong posing for mtv...lolx...

xavier shouting at us...wei shi mo ni men mei you den wo?????....lolx....

this is a temple...

at don't know which lake on top of the moutain...

nice...

macam very pro...lolx...

at tanah lot...super beautiful scenery..

in hotel when i'm emo-ing..

in another temple...got to wear the sarung...lolx..

in villa liao..see he sooooo cute right?

villa is nice..but cameraman buey yong..

this is the time when we laughed till pengz..

this is super nice...

this is comical....it will be nice if the person is a babe with bikini...lolx...:P

adorable to the max!....he automatic lean his head against my head......lolx..

GF1 not that nice....iphone lomo shot is even better...

see...........................

ok...that's all...

fall sick when back...

just now attended ray's wedding...

then ko again...

lots of work to do...

monday blue again..

don't know can mc bo...

but so much work how to mc...

and still not feeling happy...

cs, i saw your msn....

thanks for concern...chat with you when i online... :)

ahh...don't ask me why i'm unhappy...

because i cannot reveal....

the feeling is like you go to the market to buy the best grape...but in the end, you realised you had chosen and bought a rotten grape... :(

FMLTTM!

side track...how come no end of the world?.....

ohyeah...

it will be super romantic in bali...

if you are with a handsome six pack man whom you love...imagine swimming, kissing and hugging in the pool....get up wet, cheers and drink champagne beside the pool....

LOLX...

Another year older...

2011-05-08T23:02:00.006+08:00

Another year older....

time really flies...

thanks to all for your warm wishes...

really happy to read and hear all the warm wishes and messages...

bbq-ed session with friends last friday at our place....

and stupid old man 'soon bien' celebrated my birthday....

make me super paiseh nia...

abit dissapointed though...

because he forgot or bochup that i told him many times before that i don't enjoy to be in the center of attention...

i even told my kakis before....no cake cutting and all for me....super paiseh one...

anyway, thanks hub for the effort...

and...

after married, really no more special sweet romantic surprise... :/

i did not expect anything...

or rather i did not expect much....

but still abit dissapointed because...

whatever people tells me...

regarding things changed after married...

is really true...

it's the thought that counts...

no thought no count...

anyway, back to bbq...

the funniest moment is when fione told me....

you see you so lucky got a bunch of men trying to get 'fire' for you....from managers to lead engineers to engineers etc.....

wahahahahahahaha....

damn funny lor...

birthday dinner at bottletree park with hub, sis, bro, sil...

thanks bro for the dinner treat....

my best gift this year is.....

something really very sweet...

gift from bernice, brandon and bryan....

i think they made it by themselves...

so sweet right...

ta da...

love it....

then last saturday drove up to KL...

stayed a night there...

super tired....

cheong here and there...

but kl food really nice....

yummy yummy...

been very very busy with work...

i really busy until no time to breathe, to pangsai pangjui or even have a sip of water..... :(

but still at least i will have 1-2 hours lunch break with my kakis...keke....

stupid GE really cause us to have so much extra work...

finally it's over...

fione always said....we both so pai mia....

everytime we will complain to each other in cab on the way home...

what to do.....

happy birthday to myself...

i still need to work hard towards a true happiness....

so far i only feel happy when i see my house clean clean nice nice...

happy when completed all my work and no pending task to do next day or next week...

super hate monthly report because i got to scan through all my emails as i very forgetful......this is super time consuming...how i wish i have back my 10 years ago memory...i want back my RAM power!... :(

happy during 1-2 hours lunch break when we tok kok sing song...happy when go marine parade buy koi...lolx...

happy to see money coming in my bank...lolx...

happy when family gathers....

other than that, i can't think anything else will make me happy....

okla...actually not that bad.....i'm very lucky liao...

then this week...

saturday went to mil place to celebrate mother's day...

watched GE result till about 3am+ then go home....

thought opposition will win at least 10 seats but no.....abit sianz and waste my time watching... :P

sent flowers to mummy on mother's day...

mummy said she very touched until teared with the message...

as below...hehe....

To: Dearest Mummy
Message: "M" is for the million things she gave me, "O" means only that she''s growing old, "T" is for the tears she shed to save me, "H" is for her heart of purest gold; "E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining, "R" means right, and right she''ll always be, Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER" A word that means the world to me. All that I am or ever hope to be, I owe to my MOTHER. A MOTHER is she who can take the place of all others, but whose place no one else can take. Happy Mother''s Day With All My Love!
From: BB JK BC MY JL BT

she thought i wrote it by myself...actually, i searched and copied from internet...haha...

happy mother's day to all mothers...

and happy birthday sis!

LOL...

okla...time to work (night job)...waiting for call...zzzzzzz....

Can't help but feel...

2011-05-07T00:28:00.011+08:00

I don't have a husband...

i only have a maid...

i don't have a home...

i only have a house...

when i see how other people's husband treats their wife with tender loving care....

i can't help but feel...

i'm so un-blissful....

he only hear but never listen...

he only look but never see...

instead of questioning me (yes, questioning!...) why i behave like this...

why can't he brainstorm and troubleshoot why i behave like this?

(sorry, brain dead...i only thought of technical terms..)

instead of telling me (yes, telling!...) he had did his best and don't know what else he can do....

why can't he brainstorm and troubleshoot again why i behave like this?

haiz...i don't know what to say...

where is the tender loving care man that i hope to have?

am i asking too much?

Bored TTM!

2011-04-24T16:35:00.007+08:00

Syper duper hyper bored to the max!

long weekend just poof like that....

nua-ing and lazy-ing.....

last week i wrote a bunch of emo post but did not publish it...

i don't know how to make the post 'protected'...

so nevermind...

sigh....

i'm not exactly unhappy....

but something is missing....

a kind of feeling...

that kind of feeling had long lost since.....

which i think i will never get it back anymore....

life is like this... either you have this or you have that...

you can't have the best of both worlds...

haiz....don't know how to put it in words...

so forget it for now...

the boredom is getting from bad to worse...

nobody cares anyway...

i used to dream to be tai-tai....no need to work....very shiok right...

but i think i better continue to work....

2 days 3 days holiday already bored till want to rot liao...

but...but....i don't like to wake up eary in the morning...very torturing....

and also don't like my current work......too stressful...

but no work no money.....

so how?

haiz...

tahan tahan....

see can tahan until when...

find a simple job but lower pay?...

work as what leh?

sianz....

HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE!

2011-04-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

My life is getting shorter because of 2 person!

1 in office and 1 at home...

enough to kill me....

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tiring weekend...

saturday woke up earlier than usual to run some errands....then went to a thai restaurant for lunch....

today woke up earlier than usual too....went to pray...cheng beng....

then back to mil place....hm....still miss mil cook de yummy yummy ngor hiong....and stupid old man cook de fried kway teow mee is nice......hungry liao...

last weekend....

finally saturday went to watch movie in tampines mall....been donkey months never go watch movie already......finally watched world invasion battle los angelas...the show not that great though....before that, had dinner at fish and co....eat until too full....went to do some shopping too....bought some stuffs..facial wash.....multivitamin....etc....but new facial wash cause acne breakout on my face.....so saddddddddddddddd.........eyes still irritated whenever i put on contact lens......don't know what is wrong....double sad......haiz.....

ohyeah....ate durians few times....finally....craved for so long....

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very sianz....

life is full of unhappiness...

so unhappy with so many stuffs....

but still need to live with it....

everytime come in here rant and rant and rant...

the only place i can complain to.....

haiz..

Give up...

2011-03-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

Tonight no need to sleep liao...

ko-ed whole day again...

blues start crawling in....

super duper sianz...

still can't decide want or don't want....

haiz.. i think fly away liao....

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so long bo update...

nothing much to update actually....

stay at home most of my free time...

super homely....

no mood to do anything also...

last week and last two weeks ago...

met up with brother and sil for dinner...celebrate getting our B...

last week saturday....attended li hua's wedding dinner at mandarin orchard....

this week saturday celebrated bryan's birthday party at our place.....bbq and all....

other that that, stay at home rot....

not in good mood....

sianz...

give up....

eat to live....live to eat...

work to live....live to work....

sleep to live...live to sleep...

that's all...

eat, work and sleep my life away...

life's sucks...

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someone said i complain compare control condemn command....

no concern no caring no console no comfort....

yayaya....

YA RIGHT stupid botak...

(disclaimer: stupid botak is not old man)

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only got 1 photo to show....copy from friend's facebook......

taken during lihua's wedding....

another wedding coming in may...

am always envy loving married couples.....

so blissful...

unlike me...only blissful on the surface....

maybe it's just me...

Want or don't want?

2011-03-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

Nothing much over the weekends...

nua most of the time...

listening to old songs....

hehe...

my mil made bu for me...

maybe hinting me something...haha...

she cooked chicken wings when she knows i like chicken wing...

so nice...hehe... :)

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aiii...want or don't want?

feels like a bird doesn't dare to fly out from the cage...

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hubby cook and cook....

i sleep wake up got food to eat...

shiok..

but he always waste time play games...

sibeh sianz with him....

why he not the pia type one?

if he can earn alot alot $ then i don't need to work liao ma..

haiz haiz haiz....

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very fan also...

went to ask guan yin ma what to do...haha....

okla.....super monday blue already...

want go rest rest liao..

tata...

Rich or poor?

2011-02-20T19:27:00.006+08:00

Interesting..

check this out....where do you stand?...

are you a wealth accumulator?

Calculate-net-worth-and-benchmark-it

Compare-your-annual-income-2010

Benchmark-your-household-income-2011

Benchmark-your-monthly-pay-by-age-gender-2010

found this too....

Your Citizenship is Worth $4,511 More Than a PR Per Year

Your-citizenship-is-worth-4511-more-than-a-pr-per-year

read sgsalary forum....and omg....so many rich people there....read liao also sad.....unless some of them are tua-pao-ing...haha...

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so shiok....sleep eat sleep eat today....wake up got food to eat liao.....hubby cooked!...yummy....yummy..... :P

Happy Chap Goh Meh

2011-02-17T23:56:00.005+08:00

Back...

so fast long holidays ended...

sibeh sianz...

first time reunion dinner and CNY in singapore...

drove back to taiping on chu 2...

as usual, back in taiping, everyday eat sleep eat sleep nia...

but seems like bo gain weight...

first time give angpow....quite fun la....

pai ti kong with firecrackers and fireworks...

parents and brother followed us back to singapore on chu 9...

they went to casino and lost money again...=.="

came back vendors and boss treat makan...

monday lunch at tung luk...

yesterday lunch at shangri la hotel, the line...

today lunch at carlton hotel...

last saturday had dinner at novena..japanese food...

bought clothing for my parents...

valentine's day had dinner at vivo city crystal jade...pk treats...

ate chi char a few times too...

eat alot nowadays but how come no gain weight?

think i losing weight...=.="

and most sianz question during CNY is 'when want to have baby?'... =.=""

today chap goh meh...went to mil place had steamboat and lau yu sheng again...

okla..chop chop update because very tired...

here's some random photos...

pai ti kong night...look at the long firecrackers...

huawei treat lunch..

boss treat lunch..

valentine's day flowers..

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sore eyes again...

:(

got to rest my eyes and sleep....

ciaoz...

Sick.. :(

2011-01-31T22:26:00.004+08:00

So cham...sick ar...diagnosed with bronchitis.....*sob sob*...but i think mild one because doctor bo give MC.....gave antibiotic to eat.....yucks...sianz...hate to eat antibiotic.....eat liao stomach buey song...want to vomit like that...haiz.....doctor also jialat.....i think i drank 4-5 bottles of cough syrup liao (in 4 months time) then only asked me go x-ray....not feeling well for so long....headache and sometimes intermittent feverish......guess must be due to the infection....hopefully will recover soon.....or else simi also cannot eat....but hor...just now i still eat bak kua...hahaha...:X....actually, i'm feeling quite ok...(except last friday headache....that's why mc half day...)....but my colleagues all so kan cheong....hahaha..so cute... :)....haiz...so jialat....january only already seen doctor few times....see the kuku doctor face also sianz.... :/

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very DL with that creature last friday.....sometimes i think why need to work so hard when people is so heartless and don't appreciate it....really sianz....haiz....don'talk about it liao....

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done with my facial and pedicure....

pre-reunion dinner with the family yesterday...

yippe....work another 1 1/2 days then CNY liao....on leave 1 week rest rest.....but everyone comes back so early.....sianz lor..

okla.....want go koon early so that body won't be so weak.. :P

early Happy Chinese New Year greetings to all...

CNY coming coming coming...

2011-01-23T23:03:00.004+08:00

That stupid fellow everyday agitates me with his stupidity really will shorten my life....haiz...

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A very busy week...

shopping and shopping...

i think had bought 4 tops (?), 2 shorts from nex, 1 dress, 2 belts from tampines mall....what else?.....ohh....bought sk II too....haha....don't know which brand is good....so, cincai buy la....

old man also got himself 3 t-shirts....

ooo...mission accomplished...

but very tired....

today, went to 2 temples to pray too....the one at ubi and four-horse-road....

and bought some CNY stuffs like cute cute angpows and CNY cards etc...

just now had dinner at fish & co...fish with the garlic really nice leh...

yesterday sil made fruits "yu sheng"...also very nice....maybe will try to make....if i not lazy....hehe....

ohyea..i forgot to mention...met up with the gals....yy, ps, sj and ah ma at our usual place vivo city....all very successful and rich.....envy ahhh.... :)

okla...just a short update before i forget...

busy days ahead...

arghhh....sianz...

what to do...

that's my life...

CNY coming coming....

2011-01-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

I want to watch the green hornet!.....jay looks so funny in the show...hehehe...

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S --> B --> M --> N --> A --> M --> J

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last week update...

i think nothing much....

kenix came to singapore....met up with her at square 2....had lunch at sakae sushi....chatted and shopped around awhile....then brought her to the hostel which is an eye-opener for me.... =.="

then went to mil place as usual....gathering..

this week update...

saturday was hubby's birthday....and also bil birthday...so ngam de.....we went to the charity fair first....had lunch there...then went to tampines mall for some shopping.....hubby bought 2 tops for mil......then had dinner at swensen....then went back mil place to cut cakes and all........12 hours out...so tired....KO immediately when i smell my bed... :P

today went to make spectacles ler.....no more grandma glasses...:P....old man also bought an old man glasses....LOL.....after that, went to buy some CNY stuffs and groceries......then went to nex.....had dinner at lai lai something.....bought 1 top, 1 necklace, "triangle"......hahaha......only manage to conquer 1 1/2 storeys...to be continue next week....hehehe...

decorated our house to have some CNY mood.....hehehe...

okla...another busy week ahead....want go koon ler....goodnight....will be back when have more stuffs to write.....

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-02T17:22:00.007+08:00

Welcome the new year with a sore eye....how great!

(mc on friday.....last day of the year...how nice!)

not only that....

early morning (new year day) boss sms me...complained on some problems and I need to attend to it....

si beh sianz...

with a sore eye...!@#$%%^&&...

worse is the problems still not solve and need to follow up tomorrow.....

arrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

boss just sms saying he will be on leave 2 weeks....

so sudden....

don't know is good news or bad news for me....

anyway, hope my sore eye faster recover....

i can't go anywhere...can't go shopping because of this...

stay at home so damn bored arh!!

but friday still go to mil place.....

too bored must go somewhere or else will gila one... :P

then "countdown" in temple...

wahahahaha...

let me recall....i've been to the following places for countdown...

zoukout..
esplanade/marina..
devil's bar...wah...what an old name...hahaha....almost forgotten the name...
vivo city mediacorp show....
friend's house...
others....can't really recall liao....

but..temple?

so unique "countdown" in temple...hahaha...

this shows that age is catching up?.... =.=

this morning....went to the temple again to offer food for the monks...

quite fun la...haha...

it's just about 15 minutes event but need to wake up so early to queue.... =.=

hur hur hur...

then back home KO 4 hours...hehehe....

sore eye faster recover!!

wearing spec to go out....i will feel very LOUSY!!

because this kor tong spec is almost 10 years old and very GRANDMA look...

say want to make a new spec but until now still haven't go and make....keke...

lasik??

hm......

arrrrrrhh...

cannot decide...

new year resolutions....

hm....

1) don't get agitated so easily
2) don't complain too much
3) be a happier person
4) less stress at work
5) quit job and become tai tai and still got money? (strike toto)
6) haiz...

LOL LOL LOL

all mission impossible...blah!

wah...super blue lioa....no more holiday......

no motivation.....

oh...looking forward to go sushi tei with my gals....

hahahaha....

only happy hour is long lunch hour with my kakis...

boss not in summore...

woohoooo...

eh...where is miss pang yong yuen?????

missing in action sibeh long liao!

hmmp!

Happy New Year to family and friends...

wish everyone (including myself) a prosperous year with good health, abundance wealth, love and happiness...

2010 was quite a good year for me...

hope 2011 will be even better!

huat ah! LOL

Merry Christmas?

2010-12-28T00:17:00.006+08:00

Merry christmas...

how's your christmas?

mine....super boring....

clearing leave today....

then so suey server down....being called back to office.....somehow i had a feeling something wrong going to happen....then zhun zhun mnoc call.....sibeh sianz....recovered the system and now i'm back home remotely monitoring the system......

and soon bian come in here update blog first...

because i foresee this week will be a very busy week for me....work is piling up like a moutain....

please ang kong po pi po pi my babies don't throw tantrum anymore ok?...i on standby leh.......and it's new year week....please please....

been clearing leave.....last wednesday and thursday too....rot at home....read office emails etc etc......sigh....

on leave still got to work secretly....been reading so many boring documents and contracts....sianzzzzzzz....

last friday....christmas celebration in office...then half day.....but i still stayed in office till about 3pm+....too many things to do ...sigh sigh....here's the christmas presents i received.....

back home, did not go out....old man cooks....not that nice....but the steak not bad...keke....i asked him to improve next time...hahaha.. :P

then went to mil place....become santarina...lolx...

bernice engrossed with her new games...

brian throwing tantrum when i want to take photo with him... :/

naughty cuteee...look at the magic scarf...hahaha...

(iphone camera lousy....all photos blur.... :/ )

got present from sister, sil and old man... but forgot take photos of my presents....

got to buy 4D because sister gave us present..hahahahahaha... :P

saturday and sunday nua at home whole day....

i've been cooping myself in the house for so many days....really bored till rot...but super no mood to go anywhere also...

only sleep....when wake up, food is ready....then eat....then watch tv and/or online...check office emails...then sleep again....then wake up, food is ready again......hahaha...really super nua....

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have you ever feel as if you are still very lonely even though you have someone with you?

have you ever feel as if someone doesn't know you at all even know after you've been with the person for quite some time?

have you ever feel as if you have nothing even though you have almost everything?

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certain words are left unspoken....

because i don't even feel like talking about it...

certain words are left unsaid...

because i don't even feel like repeating myself over and over again...

because you will never understand.....

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there's some stuffs that i keep in my heart....

but i cannot reveal it over here...

because the person might be still reading my blog....i don't know...

and is very inconvenient to even write a little about it over here...

this person still able to make me emo...

and i hate it....

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ohyah...disappointed over something... :(

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haiz...tonight no need to sleep already....nap (sleep) so long just now....been napping these few days....sure zombie tomorrow in office....

god bless me....

i'm super blue already...

and stress already thinking of work....

i think my depression comes back again liao....maybe because watch too many emotional shows lately...

uurrghh...

Cute cute...

2010-12-12T21:53:00.010+08:00

Cute cute...

hehe...my blog is always pictureless...so, better upload some cute photos here...

updates...

erm....last week....

friday....was ladies night out.....went to orchard central...had dinner...forgot the korean restaurant name liao....but i think the food quite nice.....after that, we went to drink at hilton hotel.....enjoyed...

saturday, went to yearly dental checkup....then at night went to mil place....

then sunday.....went to takashimaya to shop for christmas presents.....really buy until don't know what to buy liao...cincai buy...

then after that, work and angry.....work and work....(not elaborating further because waste of time nia...)

then this week...

not feeling well....at first sorethroat, then cough, then voice became hoarse...feel uncomfortable...drowsy...tired...stomach beh song...headache....sianz...mood swing...and always feel irritated by that stupid man....don't know what's wrong...

i'm sometimes amazed with myself because even though i sick, normally i don't take mc.....that day, one of my colleagues told me....heck that fellow....just take mc when you are sick.....hm.....

ok...back to this weekend...

friday had dinner at hougang mall ichiban.....then home...

old man spring cleaned the whole house!...*claps*....lolx...

so, while old man spring cleaned the whole house....i sleep, eat, sleep, eat nia.....keke......poor old man...bleh....but man do things faster and cleaner.....if, i clean, i think i will take donkey days.... :P

yesterday, went to my yearly checkup......

continue my christmas shopping at tampines mall even though not feeling well...haha...then kena suan also lo.....arrrrr.....

really not feeling well....

arghhhh....

like very sianz sianz....

but i think i everyday also feeling sianz sianz...

so when one of my vendor told veron that i'm bubbly....everyone shocked...hahaha....so funny....

here's all the x'mas presents....this time, i know how to wrap nicely liao...haha...bio-ed how the taka girl wrap...lolx...

year 2010 coming to an end...

what is my achievement this year?

1) married a good man?...(hm.......everyone says so...but i think i've found someone to irritate me......blah....)

2) promotion...(hm....but i think i've fallen into a deep...suffering hole....)

3) gotten my (our) own sweet home....my pride and joy...

4) europe trip....(even though i went to paris and london before..)

5) many more...

looks like i achieved quite a lot this year...

thank god for this....

and i'm very grateful to many people too....

what's next, next year?

according to master tan khoon yang...next year sheep average nia wor....hm....

hm....

hm.......

okla....time to bath liao....been nua-ing whole day today....don't feel like doing anything at all....

hm.....

neppahselcarimlliw..........

super monday blue liao....

tata....

Back...

2010-12-05T22:55:00.006+08:00

Oh my...

donkey days never update blog...

let me see...

wah...more than 1 month...

friends complain liao..

no matter how busy or lazy must come in here and write something first...

hahaha...

took so many photos during the europe trip...

no time to select and upload yet...

but probably i'll upload in facebook because family members want to see too...

still very tired after back from europe and malaysia trip...

worked 2 days...rested 2 days...so fast monday again...

sipek sianz...

so blues....

can don't want go to work bo?....haiz...

but if no work cannot spend money like how i spend now leh...

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

europe trip was ok...

except super freezing and super tiring...

cold until no mood to take photos sometimes....

anyhow snap then faster take cover liao...lolx...

our tour group members are friendly....

only 19 of us...

quite fun people...

the food provided was ok too...

at least i can eat compare to korea trip that time...

maybe because i don't like steamboat and vegetables..haha...

or maybe because too cold...so hungry very fast...

we spent so much...

bought so many bags...kekeke...

some helped friends buy...

some bought for family...

i bought 1 LV bag, 1 prada bag and 1 prada wallet...kekeke...

i keep on mumble i can't resist the prada bag...end up old man said can buy...yay...lolx...

so many gals like that bag too...keke...

but the bags and wallet there really very cheap...

yesterday went to orchard to check price...haha...

should buy and sell in singapore leh...

longchamp cheaper about 50%....

prada also cheap...saved about $1k for my prada bag and wallet...

hehehe...

total honeymoon expenses is about $15k....

3 weeks just flew away like that....

just in sekelip mata....

sianzzzzzzzzzz....

don't want go to work arrrrr....

zzzzzzzzzz...

this weekend spent with family...

went to taka on saturday...had japanese food....

went to nex mall just now with sister, brother and sil...the new mall in serangoon...

super crowded lo...zzz....

had our lunch at asian kitchen....quite nice eh the food there...then had anderson ice cream....then kfc for dinner...haha....

no matter what, i still prefer kfc....

even in europe also eat kfc...hahaha...

okla...that's all for now....time to sleep....12am liao...will update again when i free ya.....

ciaoz...

hur hur hur...

don't want to go to work! hmmmp!

Counting down...

2010-10-31T22:41:00.005+08:00

Counting down to my holiday...

not because i like to travel....

(actually, travelling is tiring...pay to suffer... -.-)

but because i can't wait to escape from my hectic work...

luckily this week is a long weekend....

feeling sunday blue liao...

but nevermind...

ngai 3.5 more days only....

then i'll be flying off....

woot...

that stupid fellow better don't make me angry...

or else i won't be able to enjoy the holiday....

last week went for the trip briefing....

looks like the weather there is getting colder...

seow liao this time...

but i still hope i can see snow...it's snowing....heeeeeeeee....

bought quite alot of stuffs for the trip...

spent alot money on winter wear, gears and gadgets...

this whole week shop like mad...

2 days shopped at 313...

i forgot what i bought ler because bought too many things...

ohyah....bought a pair of boots ler.....bought another dress...winter jackets....etc etc...

last week went back to vivo to redo my hair...at least she redo for me...at least now straighter than before..

then also attended cc's wedding lunch last sunday...

today nua at home....very sian.....

i may look happy....people may see me as most blissful woman....but only god knows...

so many stuffs left unspoken....

ohyah..packed almost 90% already i think....

so many things to bring.....luggage bag sure heavy like seow....

after the trip will go back taiping for my brother's wedding...

after that will need to work like seow again....haiz...

i think i really become shoppaholic queen liao...how?....if they open more shopping complex, god bless the men....lolx lolx lolx....

the corn on my finger is super irritating!

okla...that's all for now...

take care and miss me ;p

God, please help me..

2010-10-24T23:13:00.007+08:00

Really no time and no mood to blog...

thinking about work already makes me super stress....

monster is on leave for 2 weeks plus...damn suay...when i don't want him to be in office, he is in office....when i need him to be in office, he is not in office......bad timing....how am i going to handle his don't-know-what-the-fish project without him?...thinking about it already feels like crying...

makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah... :(

fione and i was saying....we rather go and bang wall and pi po pi po...so that no need to work these 2-3 weeks...lolx.... *touch wood*....

super nightmare...2 weeks plus of nightmare-stress....god, please help me!!

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so long did not blog...i almost forgotten most of the stuffs...

last week...or last last week....or last last last week?

i think i....

went to survey LV and prada....which one to buy?..still can't decide... :/

went to brother's place to celebrate his birthday....

bought 3 dresses at marina square.... :D

makan alot....jack's place...manpuku?...ajisen...bottletree?...taiwan food?...don't know liao la....forgot liao....nowadays makan also lazy to take picture and no mood to blog about food... =.=

this week...

saturday...rebonded and cut my hair...as usual, heartache....now i know ler...if i say 1 inch means 3 inches gone....if i say 3 inches means 6 inches gone....now feel naked again....haiz....nevermind la...my hair always grow very fast....but still....very xin tong... :( .....and after i finish this package, i'm not going to step into jean yip anymore...because the rebonding is always not straight....so sad....so expensive but the result is always dissapointing...haiz....today, i even went back there to complain but what she did was to wash and blow again???....wtf....i thought she said cannot wash in the next 24 hours...haiz.......period la..

went to mil's place....had dinner and played wii with the kids and adults....quite funny la...at least i can forget about work stress when i'm with the kids....

today...went to vivo city again and bought some stuffs for our trip...i want to get a pair of boots but unable to find one that i like...sianz...want to get winter jacket too.....more shopping next week.....time not enough.....need 48 hours a day..... :/

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hubby always smoke me....haiz....but i lazy to elaborate ler...sai hei...

i always dream of weird weird stuffs....weird....

i'm sick...must be because of the haze....sorethroat, flu and cough...sometimes fever i think....but can't take mc......now AV summore...legs pain summore....super cham.....haizzzzzzzzz...

FML...

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GOD PLEASE HELP ME....THANK YOU...

The Family...

2010-10-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

Never plan to blog one...

but....

nevermind...

pen down first before i forget...

nothing much over the weekends...

went to the twins birthday party at nsrcc?

don't even know their names?

i heard something like trevor and trevis?

haha...so cute...

you see la....

my activities are all family oriented...

abit boring....

but still okla...

played bowling with the boys...

played mahjong with mil and bil and sil...

lolx..

first time play mahjong leh...

of course with old man's guidance...

but still don't understand la...

i too kuku liao....

lost don't know how much also....

haha...

jin funny...

eh...

suddenly thought of something...

feel very weird lo...

his sisters and brothers...

all older than me alot...

maybe 1 lun?...

call me er sao....

=.=

sooooooooooooooo weird...

maciam jason calls my sister jie...

also damn weird one...

hahahahahahahahahaha...

jin funny lar...

then also suddenly got so many kids call me...

jiu mu...

sen sen....

feels so old...

-.-

and they always bully me...

:(

haha...

but really feels good when they see me and shouted jiu muuuuuuuuuuu...

hehehe...

^^

brandon...

that day just molested me..

haha...

and bernice showed me the iphone game taptap...

i got addicted....taptap whole night....slept at almost 4am for 2 nights..

-.-

so damn tired today...

so better stop now and go to bath...

keke..

ciao...

Wanted to blog...

2010-09-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog...

but too busy and too tired to do so...

and moody too...

and helpless too....

been really very busy with work lately...

reaching home sometimes almost 10pm...

kena a super gigantic system...

guess...u get 1cm, u need to return 1km?

sigh....

no choice la...

i better don't complain too much.....

anyway it's useless to complain....

eh...nothing much to update eh....

or my brain is dead now....

can't recall...

er..

ate japanese food....

ate korean food....

think...got go shopping....bought 2 tops, 2 pants, ate sakae sushi on saturday.....

celebrated bernice's birthday at my place on sunday.....

uploaded the photos in facebook...

so, i lazy to upload in here ler...

cham la...my blog will be pictureless for good...

=.=

okla...i think i better upload 1 photo here...

i like this...

blah...

gf1 suppose to be a very good camera...

but my skill really CMI...

nobody wants to teach me...

haiz...

bopien...

got 1 black monster at office....got another white monster at home...

my life is so f up

haiz...

LOL...

anyway, i think...

i'm quite lucky...

because...

i don't need to do housework...

and got white monster serve me at home....

even though i got to serve black monster at office...

-.-

suddenly miss miss my lil lil lil brother and sister....

^^

Lazy

2010-09-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

I think i'm getting lazy to blog...

from weekly to bi-weekly.....soon will be monthly...lolx...

okla...to summarize....

i think last week...

went to comex but did not buy anything....so crowded...people stepped on my feet....kena pushed.....must squeezed...etc etc....damn sian ok...

anyway, doesn't have GF1 there...so, end up bought my new toy at harvey norman....

this week long weekend...

poof it's gone... :(

it's been a long time since i last shopped...

er...feel like very long lioa ma....

so, yesterday went to tampines....shopped at tampines mall and tampines 1 till kao kao....heeeeeeeeeee......total bought 6 pieces of clothings...he bought 5 for me and i bought 1 for him.....kekeke.....no enough time for century square....anyway, legs also super tired liao....so, went to watch movie....the expendables..quite nice la..action packed....but feel that the story line not so good....

er....i think it's been a long time since i last watched movie with old man too eh...

stupid old man...

no creativity....no initiative......

if i say i want to go to A....then only he will bring me go to A....

if i say i want to eat B....then only he will go and buy B...

if i say i want to watch C....then only he will bring me go watch C...

etc etc etc...

if i don't suggest anyting...he will just happily continue the usual routine...sleep, eat, watch tv, face laptop and play iphone games....

damn pig...

so married liao is like that hor?

no more surprises or sweet sweet thoughts...

haiz..

boring boring...

life sucks to the max.... (hahaha...)

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

weekend (saturday and sunday) always zooooooooooooooom....gone...did not do much...

because...

he needs about half a day to clean and maintain house...

i need about half a day to clean and maintain myself...lolx...

i need at least 10 hours of sleep daily.....at least 2 hours of stoning daily....

so, left how many hours only? hahaha...

okla...don't know what i'm crapping...

just now played with my new camera also took half a day liao....still don't know how to use leh....aiiiiiii....sianz...

summore just now went to mil's place....bo baby to play with....double sianz...

better stop here...or else write more nonsense....

whole week on training again..

*yawn*

2nd Year Anni...

2010-08-30T00:03:00.006+08:00

Super duper extremely mad at stupid hubby last monday....i think this is the second time in my life i angry till like a mad woman.....idiotic old man made me explode like a volcano....if i'm bigger size....if there's a chopper....i surely killed him already....imagine how pissed i was till i did stuffs that i should not do....now of course i cool off already....if i were to blog on monday, i will surely curse and swear in here like a siao char bor....when i type now i still abit chi........idiotic.....don't come and be a good dog after biting the owner....sorry sorry sorry...sorry my foot!...you are lucky because lao niang very forgetful recently....or else.....you can go f*** spider or go d** of constipation!

angry aside...the main thing is i was sooooooooooooooooo disappointed, disheartened, despaired, disgusted, dejected and depressed over the whole incident....

my temper is damn bad....you knew it since day 1......my mood swing is unpredictable...you knew it since day 1.....i'm unreasonable, ba dao, self centered and whatever shit...you knew it since day 1.....don't come and debate with me with all your crap shit.....

you are lucky because fione taught me a method on how to forgive you....or else you can just wait long long lah...blah...

okla....now i shall let the matter rest... :)

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ohyah, last week sunday tried to cook curry chicken.....first time you know...and.......failed....wahahaha....chicken almost chao dah lah.....stupid recipe buey zhun one....and stupid master chef also useless....but still can eat la...but bo ho jiak...blah....then still got to cleap up the messy kitchen.....luckily got "maid".....so, i think hor...eat outside easier...wahahaha....

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for those who wants to know how much did we spent for our wedding...i've summarized as below...sorry, no mood to elaborate......source gotten from mr hubby....so, if figures salah means he anyhow report...

Proposal Ring = $22,000

Wedding Expenses = (Singapore Banquet+Wedding Bands+Bridal Package+Videography+SDJ+Malaysia's Wedding Expenses+AngPow+Misc) - Ang Bao Collected (Singapore)
= $51,009 - $27,424
= $23,585

Total House Expenses = (Renovation+Electrical Work+Lightings+Curtain+Misc) + Furniture + Electrical Appliances
= $27,366 + $7,781 + $7,172
= $42,319

Overall Total Expenses (Cash Spent) = $87,904

the above excluded house downpayment and other housing payments.....

and also excluded honeymoon...

ohyeah....just went to natas fair just now....spent 5 hours+ there...

booked europe tour package...in november....for 14 days...5 countries - italy, switzerland, france, belgium and netherlands.....around $7k+ for two...

old man said i can buy 1 LV bag and 1 LV wallet....yeahooooo......so, i must start eyeing liao....kekeke.....

so, overall total expenses if include honeymoon expenses would be.....i think approximately $100k+...

look at the figures abit scary...

did he really spent that much?

=.=

ohyah, i spent $1.5k for his ring...lolx...

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happy 2nd year anniversary....

hope mr hubby will treat me good good forever...

blah...

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stupid old man still owe me alot thing....will redeem when i have the mood...blah...

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okla..time to sleep...tomorrow got training.....need to wake up earlier than usual....monster on urgent leave for 1 week....merdeka 1 week....kekeke....

good night..

Hahaha & Hurhurhur...

2010-08-19T23:37:00.006+08:00

This video makes me LOL.... sounds like me sia... hahaha....

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a friend was hospitalized for weeks yet i didn't know at all till today....sigh....felt so sad....hope everything will be fine for that friend....

jiayou friend...

A super long wait...

2010-08-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

Finally, after a super long wait....

i wrote quite a long entry about it but decided not to publish it...

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some people just simply shallow!

anyway, waste time to elaborate nia...

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weekend update...

friday went to turf club attend HP talk...

first time bet horse...

haha...

won $10...

haha...

then went to demsey ps cafe with my kakis....ate and chit chat...

saturday and sunday nua whole day....

hahahahahahahaha...

too boring...

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nothing to update liao...

if i stay here longer i will scold someone HKC!

ciaoz!

Opps....

2010-08-11T23:45:00.005+08:00

Opps....i forgot that i haven't blog....i thought i already blog...

really very absent minded and forgetful lately...

i can pay 1 minute ago and forget the price 1 minute later....

cham la...

what's happening to me?

zzzzzzzzzzzz...

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long weekend just ended like that...

opps....it's already wednesday...going thursday....

=.=

what i did?...what i did?....

friday...celebrated brandon's birthday at my place....

first time hold activity in the function room...

bought a cute mickey mouse gold pendent necklace from poh heng for him...

forgot to snap picture before wrap... =,=

(eh...=,= is cute...haha...)

saturday....went over to mil place....dinner and babysit...

sunday....my brother and jenn came over to my place...then had dinner...etc..

monday....went to orchard shopping....long time no shopping liao...bought 3 pairs of shoes....hahaha....crazy right?...bleh....

wanted to find dresses....but unable to get any..... :(

now i think i need 2 dresses for 2 weddings...or maybe more?....haha...

so many people got married or getting married this year...hehe....

ok...i took quite long to write this short post....brain not working....can't recall...

these few nights i can't sleep well...

never on aircon can't sleep...

on aircon also can't sleep...

don't know why...

that idiot sipek noisy....

kick him also won't wake up...

nowadays....walk to mrt like a zombie...

work like a zombie...

haiz...

boring life...

ohyah...i cut my fingernails liao...blah...

Wahhh....

2010-08-04T19:06:00.003+08:00

Wahhh...been so lazy to blog....

actually, nothing much to write also la....

boring married life ma...

what to expect if you married a boring man...

blah....

anyway, i'm on mc today....

first mc of the year.... cannot break record liao.. :P

actually, not very sick one...but the flu medicine makes me lagi sick....

slept from 11pm yesterday till 12pm today....

only woke up when mr hubby came back buy lunch for me...

so sweet...

actually, i somehow know he will come back buy lunch for me one..

but i scolded him snake...

lolx..

booo...

then nap few hours again just now...

like totally knock out....

=.=

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wah....must recall last week and last last week activities??

what did i do huh?

i think last last week....

friday...vendor treated lunch and movie...the sorcerer's apprentice...quite ok la the show...

saturday...went to mil's place...show face show face lo... :P

i think sunday nua whole day..stay at home sianz, go out also sianz...

i think i've been having good lunch for the past weeks...

either vendor treat or self treat...

cham...never control my diet already.....eat whatever i want to eat....been snacking alot too....one day become fei poh how ar?....blah...

ok..last week buat apa?

friday...some of my colleagues came to my place....dinner, play mahjong and play wii....haha...first time host mahjong session....stupid hubby lost money....lousy...hahaha...and those "kids" play wii until so high....haha...too bad i'm not a gamer....haha...

saturday...i think nua whole day?....maybe...

sunday went to mil's place....to celebrate her birthday....so many people there...kia si lang....luckily i got baby to entertain me...lolx....been carrying him for hours yet he didn't want to sleep...once da-jie carries only, he fall asleep liao....they said he bullied me...haha......then still need to entertain the 2 small ones...really tiring...now my arms still suan lo....=.=

nowadays my programs are mostly family-oriented..... =.= ....

more to come.... =.=

hahaha....

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i bu ser ter cut my long long hair and my long long fingernails...

said want to cut after wedding.....but never....hehehe....

fingernails really super long liao....first time i keep till so long...maybe before i cut i snap a photo of it....memories sia...bleh...nowadays i type also super kang kor....i think i better cut it this weekend...bleh...

was so clumsy or unfortunate at the mrt...don't know i kicked or being kicked...hurted one of my toe nail...bleed....now the nail came off liao....waiting for it to grow back... =.=

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photo-less entry again...

wah.....boring boring...

maybe i should start to learn to do something?

hm....

cook? hmmmmmmmmmmm...

bake? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

lazy..

:P

jialat la...really don't have hobby....

hm.....

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okla...that's all for now first...

watch tv liao...

tata...

Thank you to all...

2010-07-18T19:18:00.007+08:00

No time to blog...

been so busy...

finally...all's well, ends well...

thank you so much to all for making my special day a dream come true...

it's been so tiring...

held banquet at two places really challenging.. :P

until now, i haven't have enough rest...

after the wedding, brought my family to marina bay sands to gamble...

my poor parents lost quite alot.. =.=

after that, went back to work....which is super sianz...

then friday D&D...

then saturday went to jb...

then today...whole day selecting and uploading photos to facebook...

too many photos....alot candid ones need to filter out.. :P

but haven't get the singapore shots by the profesional photographer....

i think by the time we get the photos, i no mood liao... =/

anyway, i won't be uploading photos here as i've uploaded in facebook....

only uploaded a few as facebook photo upload really crap...keep on error nia...

married life is the same...

boring...

lolx...

anyway, now i need more rest...

thinking of work really makes me zzzzzzzzzzzz...

honeymoon maybe end of the year or Q4...

from my wedding, i realised who is really good to me...who supported me...and who's not... :)

okla..that's all for now...

go do my things liao...

yea, i wish i can be a tai tai...

:P

tata...

Mrs to be...

2010-06-28T00:00:00.002+08:00

Been super duper busy preparing for the wedding...

so troublesome...

it's a hassle!

arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

so stressful...

sianz...

now i know why people choose to drop the idea of holding customary wedding.... :/

i think and i hope by now....everything settled quite 7788 liao...

i think i a little bit kan cheong liao....

I SCARE I WILL FALL DOWN!!

abit regret buying such a high heels.... :/

aii....

sianz also because of certain other matters.....

which i don't wish to rant in here anymore....

disappointed...

:/

:(

another thing is...

THAT STUPID OLD MAN IRRITATES ME EVERYDAY UNTIL PIMPLES KEEP POPPING OUT FROM MY FACE!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

ok...just come in to blii blaa awhile nia...

got to catch my sleep soon...

must sleep earlier from today onwards or else....

booooooooo..

Bored+Sian

2010-06-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

As usual...

feeling bored..

and sianz because monday approaching again...

aiyo...look how much i detest going to work...

lolx..

nothing much to write actually...

so many things haven't settle...

left less than a month nia...

aiyooooooooooo...

really feel so lazy and super duper sianz...

chris also said i ban ban sio....hahaha...

haven't distribute the cards...

just starting to write the names.... =.=

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4 rants..

first..

some people still haven't answer yes or no...

haiz...

second...

some people disappeared after borrow vitamin M...

literally disappeared!

haiz...

really kek sim...

next time..

if you ask me to borrow money to you...

IF ha...

don't blame me if i say NO!

blame those people who take advantage of my kindness!

third...

no matter how much whitening cream i buak on my face, i still look dark!

arghhhhhhhhhhhh...

went facial just now too...

fourth...

my hair still drop like nobody business...

i really need to cut it short after the wedding..

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ohyah...don't say i don't know how to enjoy life...

i soak in the bath tub liao ok? :P

play bubble..

but the bath tub so slippery...

so afraid i trip and drown... :P

and i keep on imagine ju-on or the-ring will float up from the bubbly water... :P

not really know how to enjoy yet...

but my skin maciam smoother after that...

hm...

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ok...time to dry my hair and sleep...

goodnight...

Arrrrrrrrrrr......

2010-05-31T00:29:00.000+08:00

Long holidays over soon...

so fast...

so sianz...

not enough rest leh...

arrrrrrrrrrrrh....

knock off early at 4pm on thursday because it's a eat-with-family-day....

my lunch kakis came over to my place to bbq...

we are one happy family...hahaha...

later i will introduce my "happy family"...

LOL

thanks to jenn for helping to snap photos....

here's some selected photos.....

too many candid shots....i censored some...haha...

welcome to the quartz...

don't know what's so funny...

don't know they buey song what...lolx...

alamak?

yummy...

when i look at the photos, i thought of this story:

LOL

take 1....

take 2... i LOL whenever i see this.. =.="

take 3...finally a decent one...

long time bo take photo with my youngest brother liao...

back....take 1...

take 2...

take 3...here's my "happy family"...lolx...

it's gambling time... :D

manage to snap little xavier..hehe...

another short story:

i sure win...

let's see....hm....

arrghhhhhhhhhhh... T.T

lost all my money liao...pack and go liao...lolx...

sayonara...come again..

not very sure....but i think jason and i won little bit money....LOL

after my friends went back, we continued play poker cards....

then all of us felt so hungry.....(i ate little bit nia..think food not enough... :/ )

went to jalan kayu to have prata..

:D

hm....friday do what huh?

ohyah...finally went swimming...."swimming"....actually only soak in the pool.... :P
went steaming too....

saturday nua whole day...ohyah...office called because of the stupid alarms...really hate to be on standby... :/

sunday...went over to jenn's sister's place...

then went to jurong point...had dinner at swensen....shopped awhile then back home...

and now i'm here typing this fast...

so that i can go to sleep soon...

so blue...

maybe i should take leave and nua at home...

but can't leh...

so many projects to settle...

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

ciaoz..

Sianzzzzzzzzzz

2010-05-23T21:24:00.003+08:00

Feeling sianz now...

because tomorrow have to wake up early..

got training...

super duper sianz....

2.5 days..

urghhh....

just now doing the photo montage....

until felt so dizzy....

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

aiya, want to choose what songs huh?...hm....

my youngest brother is here...

met up with my brothers last friday...

had dinner at geylang....then went to kallang leisure mall...played archade and chill out at coffee bean....

saturday went to tampines to shop....bought some stuffs.....top up my facial products....bought beddings...bought a table for my water feature...

coming week would be a busy week....

going to marina mandarin for food tasting on wednesday...

plan to have bbq at my place this thursday after work...

long weekend coming...

but i on standby...argh...

okla...

that's all for now...

will update again...

ciaoz..

Zzz..

2010-05-13T23:41:00.008+08:00

Really lazy to blog...

but i think i better pen down something first before my memory fails me...

weekend updates...

saturday celebrated my sister's birthday together with my brother and sil...went to 313....had japanese food....shopped awhile...they came over...had ice cream....etc etc....

sunday....jason's family came over...to celebrate mother's day...had chi char dinner together....

that's all...nothing much ler...

ohyah...jp morgan run...completed at about 48 minutes....improved little bit nia compared to last year's 58 minutes....here's some photos...

and finally, my red sofa arrived ler....too red...too striking....cannot get used to it yet... =.=

okla...that's all...

not in good mood...

sleeping time...

tata...

blah..

Long Post ... Happy Birthday to Me...

2010-05-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

As i've mentioned previously, nowadays, i watch tv more than online....

anyway, i've always make it a point to blog at least once a week...

normally i'll consolidate whole week events and/or thoughts and blog one shot...

or i'll take few days to blog whatever that comes to my mind and publish everything one shot...

but nowadays....really nothing much to blog about...and lazy too...

most of the time only blog about my new house and wedding stuffs...

abit boring also hor...

long time did not blog about my thoughts....

hm...

because i thought i should just keep certain stuffs to myself...

as my blog is public...

and i don't even know who is reading this....

=.=

anyway, not many people reads my blog...

i only know mr old man, my family members and a few friends are reading my blog...

the rest i think i-don't-know-who read my blog silently and secretly... :P

i only can see IP address lor... :P

so fast older another year....

gish....

errr..i think this post will be quite long....

because now is 5th may 2am.....

happy birthday to myself.. :D

i'm on leave today....

birthday cannot go to work one....haha... :P

i took short nap just now....so now not sleepy at all...

the rest went to sleep liao..

mr old man snores very loudly as usual everyday without fail....

so i kick him to the master room and he got to sleep on the floor/matress...hahaha.... :X

so, now i'm all alone in the guest room....

nobody disturbs me...

so, i think i will bullshit longer here...keke...

suddenly got the mood to blog like that....

hm....older another year but not wiser....hahaha....

still as childish as before...

ohyah...talk about that...

last saturday when i was running on the treadmill in the gym....the security guard confronted me.....he asked for my age....and told me kids under 12 needs parental guidance in the gym.... diaoz eh.....do i look like i'm in primary school?....wahahaha....ultimate mad....when i told him i'm 31...he was like so shocked....lolx....totally crazy.....maybe he thought mr old man is my grandfather....wahahahahhaa.....joke of the day...

ok...back to birthday....mr old man as usual no creativity la...sianz....still want to get for me jewellery....totally boring....then i told him i want cash....then he really gave me cash (ang pow)....sianz.....his money is my money what...so, did that make any difference?....lolx......but anyway, nevermind la..i'm not a romantic person too... :D ....and i also want him to save up more....he's been spending like mad recently......i don't really feel like going out too....lazy to dress up and make up too.....just have simple dinner with my husband-to-be later tonight....kekeke...

i'm so easy to please hor... lolx...

i think i'm happy ba....

people keep on asking me questions that i don't really know the answer to be frank...

don't know how to describe...

i'm happy that i finally got my own house.....my home...

i'm happy that i finally found a reliable man whom i can settle down with soon....

although he's a little older.....at least he treats me well....

no more jerks in my life....shiok sia.....lolx...

ohyah...i'm a little sad because i lost alot hair just now....shit la...and my pembakar rambut just go cookoo suddenly....sianz....

hm...

i'm happy that my brother finally completed his masters and back home....phew....

i'm happy that i have family and some good friends support and care...

hm....talking about friends...

i feel that some people just like to take advantage of me...

and i totally dislike people who take advantage of my kindness...

they will only come to you when they need you....and will totally bo hiu you liao when they don't need you anymore....sigh...

ohyah...suddenly something came to my mind....i heard someone has boyfriend now...although i heard rumours only and have not confirm with her...lolx......but i really felt very happy for her...hopefully this guy will treasure her and brings happiness to her....oh...i was quite surprise to receive gift from her.....so touched and happy....kekeke....

sometimes i think i don't treat people as good as people treats me...not as thoughtful as them....

you all know la....i'm abit bochup type one....but i do care for people who cares for me....

just that i did not show it out....

i should learn to be more thoughtful like them....

just to name a few....

fione....she is very matured and always guide me whenever i felt lousy, lost, angry, emotional and unhappy at work.....

chris....made bagbag for me....offered to help me alter my pants.. =.= ..so paiseh...lolx....and many more....thank you chris....keke.... :D

my lunch kakis...they always 'enlighten' me.....and guiding me all along....people says only real friends will tell you the truth...no matter positive or negative stuffs....

my uni friends....never ending mental support from them when i'm down...

and i'm very thankful to have them....

anyway, i'm anti social de.....i don't have many friends....most friends are hi-bye friends.....and some friends are like so distant after some time...

sometimes i also don't know what i did wrong....they just stop talking to me suddenly.... =.=

some people....i'm trying to avoid them..but they still so kuku keep on trying to contact me.... =.=

like i've mentioned earlier...

I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME!

hopefully next week can catch up with my uni friends....long time never crap together liao....we normally will only gather during birthdays....everyone is so busy with their own things...

hm...

of cause i'm thankful to have mr jason too...

he's the best thing that ever happen to me... :D

you all know la....i don't write mushy mushy words de....

sometimes i really pui fok those girls who really can write down how much they love their boyfriends and all...

but this is so not me...

anyway, i still like to bully this old man la...

hahahhahahahahha.....

and i think he is immune with my madness liao la...

kakaka....

ohyah....his family also treats me not bad now....

although i don't talk much with them....

as usual...i'm anti social de....and i don't like to 'fake' or 'angkat' people de...bleh...

but hor....besides the 4 dian jing....his mother still bought a gold bracelet for me....and his eldest sister also bought a purple gold pendent necklace for me....(for tea ceremony)....i felt so touched.....it's not the gifts but the thoughts that counts....

now...i hope everything will go smoothly....and i can become mrs jason koh soon...keke...

aiya, talk about that....many things haven't prepared leh....must add oil add oil....

crazy la....write so long.....now 3am liao...

now i'm thinking should i publish this piece of 'masterpiece'? lolx...

i hardly write like that one leh...

oh no oh no...

finally, went to watch movie ler...watched ip man II.....quite nice but story line very common leh....

what else?...hm...

i've been busy picking up hairs and dusts on the floor....hahaha.... =.=

don't know why i really cannot tahan if my things are not in proper positions... :P

talk about that, i think mr old man brain really pentium 1 only!....i shall give him face and shall not elaborate further...lolx...

when i pek chek at work or being bullied, i really feel like quitting....

i asked mr old man..can i quit?

he said if i feel like quitting, then after marriage just quit lo....

walau eh.....so easy meh....where's the money?? ....he totally forget my definition of tai-tai....chehh.....bleh.....

sometimes i also wonder how come i can be so patient and forgiving towards friends....but super hot tempered towards boyfriend....lolx...

update 5th may 10pm....

woke up quite late today....about 12pm+...yuen lai mr old man took half day leave....he woke me up with a bouquet of flowers....lolx...as i don't feel like going out, so he cook pasta for me....heeeeeeeeeeeee....very nice leh...yummy yummy....taste just like pasta mania's...opps...first time praise him...lolx......okla...here's some of the photos....

presents, flowers, cake......another precious moment...totally no creativity... =.=

money money money...

kao siao....faint...

mr old man the chef....

the delicious spaghetti...

blissful...

but my face still look so chan....hur hur hur.... =.="

thank you to everyone for your warm wishes... :)

as usual...my wish is very simple......wish all my dears to be happy and healthy.....

okla...should stop now...write so long...i think people will read until sleep....

happy birthday to myself again....

and....

i think i'm happy...

;)

Boooooo...

2010-04-28T22:17:00.004+08:00

No time to blog...

lazy too...

and mood not very good too...

nothing much to update anyway...

over the weekends, busy 'entertaining' miss kenix...

she is my first guest...

hope she enjoyed during her 2 days 1 night stay in singapore..

she and her jang kuen suk.....first time i see someone more fanatic than my sister... :P

jason's family also came to visit....

'entertained' them awhile...

hm....

went shopping with miss kenix..

bought some stuffs...shorts, shoes...

she did not buy anything though.... :/

okla..

that's all...

don't know what to write anymore...

very tired and sleepy and boring and moody...

stupid old man always play facebook game...

4D run 1 number...sianz...lolx...

okla...got to go bath and going to watch my 11pm slow moving taiwan show...

hope everyone is doing fine...

tata...

SHE

2010-04-18T21:25:00.005+08:00

Watching star awards while typing this...haha...

suddenly realise i long time bo watch movies in cinema liao...

long time bo make up and bo dress up.....lolx...

everyday busy with stuffs...

anyway, went to SHE concert yesterday....my sis paid for the tickets...lolx...

here's some of the selected photos....camera lousy la...so, the photos also lousy....i think maybe i need to invest in a better camera?...hm....

the concert not as high as we expected it to be...too crowded too...and i forgot to wear heels...so, i need to tip toed most of the time because i too short....raised my hand high high to snap photos and videos....super tiring ok?..poor cameragirl.. =.=

hm...nothing much to update now...

battery left 10%...

tata...

A flower a day, keeps the monster away...

2010-04-12T23:30:00.007+08:00

LOL...don't know what title to put.. :P

yesterday, went to buy some stuffs, plants and flowers....to decorate my house...here's some pictures...i think this is the first time i arrange flowers...anyhow one...lolx.....and i think i everyday ask old man...you water plants already or not?...lolx...

really brighten up the place...heeeee...pictures can't really tell though...

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we've been practising for JP Morgan...so tiring running on the treadmill....no choice...got to train up my stamina.....and at the same time try to toned up... =.=

nola...at least if got exercise, if eat alot won't feel guilty ma...lolx....

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e-filed our marriage liao....really super blur...last minute kelam kabut.....cher...actually no need to file 3 months before leh...so kuku.... :P

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okla..nothing much to update....

last time, i online more than watch tv...

nowadays, i watch tv more than online... lolx....

ok...got to rest...

ciaoz..

My Pride & Joy

2010-04-04T22:51:00.005+08:00

Friends are asking for my new house pictures...

here's some of the pictures.....

the sofa suppose to be red...this is temporary set...long story.....not going to mention here... :/

view from the balcony...

buy 1 get 2 free...hahaha... :P

night time...

:)))

will show more pictures if i able to capture nicer pictures...my dummy camera and my dummy skill very =.=

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my life recently is all about buying things for my new home....

never ending shopping....

over the weekend...hm....have bought 50" plasma tv, bedding sets, sound bar home theater system, tower fan, a glass of plants etc etc...

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ohyah...went to jb on friday with my brother and sil......went to hunt for bridal shop with them...

had dinner at bangkok village....quite a nice place and the food not bad too......next time can go again....

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jason's sister just gave birth to a baby boy last week....he's so cute...so adorable...so fragile.....first time carry 4 days old baby.....i was so stress....hahaha...

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went to the gym on saturday....my first time in gym... :P .....must train for JP Morgan run ma.....i run 3km on the treadmill only....then fainted on the sofa for 1/2 hour.....lolx....long time didn't exercise liao....jialat la....how to complete 5.6km within 1 hour huh?...last year i can do it...but don't know this year how....must train more......aaaaaaaaaaaar...

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just got our bonus.....lowest bonus i ever received in my entire working life.....hur hur hur... :( ....
shall not elaborate more or else i will be.......
better than nothing ba....
sianz...

ate good food almost everyday with my colleagues....lolx....even though bonus little bit....we still "celebrate" almost everyday...lolx...

cham la...fat liao la...

so i must go to gym more often...but very lazy leh... =.= .....

haven't pong chan the swimming pool.... no time and lazy... =.=

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okla...time to sleep liao...

super monday blue...

long weekend so fast over geh...

sianz...

can don't go to work or not?

:/

eyer..

old man is snoring very loudly...i want to go and kick him liao..

lolx..

tata...

Home

2010-03-28T22:36:00.003+08:00

Finally, we've moved to our new home...

so much stuffs to do...

packing...

unpacking...

cleaning...

tidying up....

so tired...

at first, i was quite excited...

but first day moved in only....the stupid old man already pissed me off BIG time...

felt like want to karate kick him down from the balcony....

like the flying dog...

wahahahhaa...

went to several places to buy stuffs too....

but forgot to change address in my IC...

hm....talk about that....don't know got tio 4D bo... :P

some furnitures haven't in yet....

no sofa to sit...

my brother and jenn came and they had to sit on the floor/rugs....lolx...

renovation haven't complete yet too....still have minor things to touch up...

hopefully by next week, everything will be done....

but still cannot sleep in master bedroom.... cannot sleep on the new bed yet...

now sleeping in guest room....

still can't get use to my new home yet....

i keep on walk here n there...

lolx...

now write blog also bo privacy....

like to go to the balcony to chui chui feng.....

but phobia height leh.....floating feeling....

but can bio people at the opposite side....lolx....

ohyah....chose our wedding photos liao....

miracle....the photos turn up not bad...

end up we selected so many photos...

end up we got to pay double the bridal package price... >.<""""""""

xin tong xin tong....

>.<

must go rest liao...

very tired....

legs suan....arms suan....body suan....

monday blues...

felt so lazy to work....

aaaarrrrrr....

luckily only 4 days work....

and...

i love my new home.. :)

Super Tired...

2010-03-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

Packed my things whole day....

super tired now....

whole body aching...

still left about 20%....

zzzzzzzzzzzz.....

renovation almost completed..

old man cleaned the house whole day....poor old man....

updates:

1) samsung lcd tv in master bedroom.. - bought
2) vacuum cleaner - bought
3) rice cooker - bought
4) water feature (fengsui related) - bought
5) carpet/rugs - bought
6) curtain - bought
7) coffee table - bought
8) fan?
9) massage chair?
10) boiler - bought

move in...coming friday....

hope everything soon soon li li....

okla...time to sleep liao...

bodyache, stomachache, headache...

ciaoz...

Never ending shopping...

2010-03-14T23:17:00.005+08:00

Yes...another shopping week....

went to IT show on saturday....it was so crazily crowded!...people buy things like lelong.....faint la....we bought the 32" samsung lcd tv ler....then fast fast cabut....

then went to IMM....

1) samsung lcd tv in master bedroom.. - bought
2) vacuum cleaner - bought
3) rice cooker - bought
4) kettle
5) water feature (fengsui related) - bought
6) carpet
7) curtain
8) coffee table
9) fan?
10) massage chair?
11) boiler - bought

i realised we normally go in the shop, look around, pick, pay money, out.....

we never survey first or compare price one....cham la.....sure buy things more expensive than other people.....haiz...bopien...i'm too lazy to do "homework" first....blah...

just now bought the 4 dian jing at poh heng at city square....haha.....also never survey first...anyhow pick....bleh.....

i read from singaporebrides forum.....most girls prepare their wedding very early....many july brides already had their photo album ready...already did guo da li/ti ching etc.....most of them were discussing about beauty care, start eat bird nest etc.....wah....i'm quite slow leh......and not very onz leh.....many things haven't even prepare.....sianz la....and stupid old man very nua one.......if i don't rush him, he'll still be dreaming there....sometimes i really felt very tired preparing all this....i'm a very indecisive person.....but i have to decide so many things now.....and sometimes end up cincai decide.....fussy but cincai....complicated.....

my weekends are mostly shopping and shopping....tired la...blah...

got to start packing liao too....threw away many things again.....shagg...

okla...time to rest my mind....bleh.....

goodnight...

Shop till...

2010-03-07T23:52:00.005+08:00

It's another shopping week...

saturday...went to ikea and courts...bought fridge and washing machine ler.....

then at night went back to office to settle some stuffs...

and soon bien played pool with jason and tried the massage chair....hahaha... :X

today...went to tampines 1...bought more beauty products from face shop.....recommended by friends.....bought so many......old ones haven't use finish, buy more new ones....guess that's women's nature...:X .....must remind me to be hardworking to use the products ok?... :P

then went to buy chandelier....yay!.....finally!.....

my dream house must have....

1) red sofa...don't ask me why...i simply love red sofa.. :P
2) crystals chandelier...don't ask me why too.. :P

my old man is the best....because he listens to me 100%....basically everything....anything....wahahaha... :PPPPPPPPPP

but also means i'm the decision maker for almost everything.....or so called approver?...lolx...(sometimes can be very tiring...=.=)....unless i bochup and leave those minor minor things to him.... :P

i think men very cincai one la...

but hor...his pocket really burned 1 big hole....kerlian kerlian... =.=

already bought almost all the big items....

1) bed set
2) dining set
3) sofa set
4) laundry system
5) fridge
6) washing mashine
7) crystals chandelier

left what?.....let me think...

1) samsung lcd tv in master bedroom..
2) vacuum cleaner
3) rice cooker
4) kettle
5) water feature (fengsui related)
6) carpet
7) curtain
8) coffee table
9) fan?
10) massage chair?

many more...can't think now...zzz...

ohyah...renovation already started....hopefully they do a good job....pray pray...

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ok....updates on photoshoot...

went to do pedicure and medicure...

simple designs...i quite like the fingernails nail art...but don't like the pedicure design...

photoshoot was very tiring...and very rush....no fun at all.. :P....not so confident with the outcome....can't smile nicely, can't pose nicely....smile until very fake, pose like a piece of wood...haha....and i feel they make me look so matured.......... :(.....i don't really like permed hair....look extremely matured...even though most people said i look sweeter and more feminine with permed hair....

we truly need miracles to happen....the power of photoshop.....hopefully....

got a few photos taken by jason's friend but i don't want to show la....i look ugly... :/ ...so, just show faraway pictures will do...haha..... :P

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sometimes i really wonder...what do they want from me?....i just hope they don't come to find me anymore....live your own life...and i live my own life ok?...

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just now saw 1 dog...

so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

super duper cute!

should i buy a dog too?

but i don't like to kiuok sai.....

:/

:P

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okla...time to sleep liao...

blue oh blue...

goodnight...

Complain...

2010-02-28T23:49:00.003+08:00

It's a tiring week...

i'm going to complain....so, don't read this.. :P

i don't know why my auntie always come so early...every month also early....crazy liao...

our photoshoot is coming tuesday.....

went gown fitting and trial make up....i feel the make up normal only...i think i can do better myself... :/ ....i think we really need the power of photoshop...

so many things last minute...

last minute buy jason's shirts...

last minute they asked me to highlight and layered my hair... and as usual stupid hairstylist cut so much of my hair....i'm so regret and grrrrrrrrr...... :/

and last minute stupid pimples pop out.... :/

for the sake of photoshoot i got to keep long fingernails....i seldom keep long fingernails one.....very bu si kuan.....keep on scratch myself.... :/

going to do pedicure and medicure tomorrow...

so many vendors treated lunch for cny.....eat until fat fat.... :/

more coming this week... :P

went to expo...bought the king size bed set, sofa set and dining set liao.....and also the hang cloths thing that can push in and out one....aiya, don't know how to describe...

imagine we shopped from 2pm till 9pm.....

then rush back to jason's mum's place for dinner....

just came back not long ago, bathed and come in here to chop chop blog before i dry my hair.....

no time to blog tomorrow because i must sleep early tomorrow... :P

and also tonight... :P

okla.. that's all for now....

ciaoz...

I'm back...Happy CNY!

2010-02-22T21:40:00.004+08:00

Yoz, i'm back....happy CNY to all....

as usual, i'm very tired.....did not sleep at all in the bus....and nap awhile in the morning nia.....just back from jason's mother's place....so, will chop chop update and going to sleep as early as possible....

really sianz thinking of going back to work after a long rest..... :P

going to be very busy.....

hm....back in taiping....what did i do huh?....basically just eat, tv, sleep, out, shop, pray etc etc....nothing special.....zoooomz....1 week+ flew away....i did not go on diet....cham la...guess nevermind ba....weather was super warm...guess i got darker...jin jialat....fatter and darker... :/

ohyah....played my iphone games most of the time...

should have taken another day...to pai ti kong.....on the way back....saw fireworks along the way....somewhere in kl.....haha...

okla....here's some photos taken...old man sent flowers to my hometown...wonder how he gets my address....bleh......

simple reunion dinner...

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maciam going to fall sick...

sorethroat... :(

but i'm not the type that will anyhow take mc...

tuesday blue...

ciaoz...

Wooo...gong xi fa cai!

2010-02-08T20:14:00.003+08:00

Woo...time flies...CNY just around the corner....

saturday....went over to our new house with the ID and contractor.....

evening, had reunion dinner with jason's family.....quite big family...2 tables sia....it's heart warming to see such a united and caring family.. :D .....eat until very full......after dinner, we still go to changi airport swensen to eat ice cream...queued and waited for about 1 hour to get seats....=.= .....

here's some photos...i steal from jason's sister's facebook....haha... (i edited the photos because the original photos look yellowish and blur)

my MILTB looks very happy that day.......keke.... :) (purple top)

with baby brandon and bernice...

happy family..

the kids...

baby brandon...handsome right?... ;)

my MILTB has so many grandchildren liao....so, i have no stress at all...wahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

luckily chin taught me to buy CNY goodies for my in laws....(i bochup this kind of thing one...oppss..lolx.....)....because my MILTB bought for me CNY goodies too...awwwwwwww......hm....guess i have a lot to learn to be a good DIL...lolx... :P

sunday....went to do facial and pedicure...bought more product...jin jialat..

my photoshoot is after CNY....so, i must remind myself not to eat too much during CNY.....arrrrr......never exercise at all...jialat la....super NATO.....but as many people says i very thin, guess i can skip exercise ba....wahahaaaa.... (excuses liao liao... :P...)...but fat old man, please watch your diet and your weight ok? bleh!...

ok...what else to update?...hm....will be on leave for 1 week+.....guess old man will miss me deep deep....lolx....

okla...need to start packing and do my stuffs liao....

happy chinese new year to all my blog readers and family... muaksssss..

Shopping queen

2010-01-31T22:06:00.003+08:00

I seriously need to stop buying cloths!....for maybe 1 month... :P

shopped alot over the weekends..

i bought....hm...iphone accessories, 1 slipper, 4 tops, 1 dress, 1 mini skirt, 1 leggings, 1 necklace, some CNY food and stuffs, groceries etc.....

li hai leh??

=.="

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i look very super damn ugly now....

:(

went to remove "bad" moles on my face....

now got few black dots on my face....looks like having chicken pox...

stupid old man said not painful....

it's painful ok!!....until my tears drip drop drip drop...

:(

po pi po pi faster recover...

and leaves no scar pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

don't know concealer will help to cover or not?.... :S

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tomorrow going to pay the other 15% downpayment, plus plus more.....

because we don't like to loan too much....interest really super bo hua...

old man's pocket got one big hole liao...

he said atm machine out of service liao....

haha...

yay!....think 9th feb...we will be the official owner liao....

now i'm worry the renovation nia...haiz...the ID better buck up before i @#$%^&*( at them...

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ohyah...our wedding bands ready liao....

hehe...

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i'm grateful that i have good friends in office...

:)

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hm...what else to update?

very busy with my iphone...

really happy that i finally decided to get it....

so many games to play...

woooooooooo...

shiok...

okla....that's all for now....

cya..

SEE Gathering 2010...

2010-01-24T21:36:00.001+08:00

Saturday...went over to jb....

gathering with my SEE coursemates....

most of them already settled down with kids...and very successful...

here's the selected photos...more photos in facebook....

there was surprise birthday celebration for cc too...

the SEE gals...

SEE group...

went over to superman's house....while the women were busy attending to the kids, the men were busy drinking...

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omgosh...mok xioa ling is dancing now on tv....ROFL...

hm...nothing much to update ler...

many things not going on smoothly....haiz...very sianz...

feeling monday blue liao....argh...

ciaoz..

Gundu-ness

2010-01-17T23:42:00.001+08:00

Finally bought a new phone liao....after NATO for so long....

finally join the iphone group.... :P

friday was jason's birthday....

happy birthday darling!

why i so nice here?

because the iphone is a gift FROM him on his birthday...

(not FOR but FROM...)

and my best old man actually agreed....

wahahahahahahahahahah.....

and i only gave him a small gift....lolz...

like that also can hor?

:P

we went to 313....had dinner at a thai restaurant, flying chillies.......the food super spicy..... -.-

after that, went to his home, cut cake and all....

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very forgetful lately.....

don't know why....

too stressful?...lost concentration?...

:/

jason bought gingko suppliments for me...

think he afraid i will forget him....

lolx..

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i said i must stop buying cloths liao....but i still buy... :X .....bought 1 top, 2 dresses, 1 pant....

ohyah...attracted to a heels....6 inches high....the heels full of crystals.... ^^....it's so damn expensive!...but i bought it....haha....most expensive shoe i ever bought...=.= .....so now i torn between 2 shoes for my wedding... =.="

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a bad week at work...

so much unhappiness...

"patience is a minor form of despair, disguised as a virtue"....

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ok...got to explore my iphone liao...

so gundu....

really tiu lian that i'm in mobile team...

haiz....i only call and sms leh... :P

cya all...

ciaoz...

Unappreciated...

2010-01-12T00:01:00.003+08:00

Felt so stupid....

looks like my hard work was not recognised by anyone...

nobody sees my effort...

nobody appreciates it...

guess the reality is really cruel...

why do so much if get nothing in the end?

demoralised...

perhaps i'm really not capable enough....

felt so helpless...

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nothing much over the weekends...

bought skII set...gosh....i hope i won't leave those products to collect dust after 1-2 weeks...someone please scold me if i ever tell you that i lazy to use the products ok?....and ang kong po pi no outbreak ok???....=.=

bought some cloths too.....i guess i really need to stop buying cloths liao...

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okla...nothing much to update...

very moody...

even though i normally won't show it out....

2010

2010-01-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

Happy new year 2010..

new year resolution?

none...

blah...

as usual...

aimless...

targetless..

directionless..

come what may...

oh oh...have...

but very mission impossible...

which is....should be old man's resolution...

stop being stupid...for me..

look lesser apek...for me..

stop wasting time playing facebook and other stupid stuffs (even i'm the one who intro those to him)....and start thinking and executing some plans to earn more money...for me... SO THAT I CAN THROW LETTER AND BECOME TAI TAI! (not hdb tai tai hor!)...and tai tai in my context is he must be able to provide for me comfortably...able to afford my shopping habits and must provide for my parents too!

mission impossible right?

so forget it...

haiz..

p/s: i know i'm very mean to my boy friend...so keep that comments to yourself...thank you...

ohyah...chris resolution for me...

working towards to have a smaller waist...wahaha.....i want to add...working towards to have a V-line face and toned arms...hehehe...

be less hot tempered...wahaha....how leh?...very hard leh....=.=

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again..

one man's thrash is another man's treasure...

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hm...

i was so 38....i kept ALL my letters/bills of 8 years!!!..

finally, i threw away 2005 to 2008 letters/bills liao!....i think 6-8 big bags of letters/bills!....

left 2001 to 2004 letters/bills....still in a big box on the wardrobe...too high....i cannot reach.... :P

and of course i still abit 38 because i still keep all 2009 letters/bills...LOL...

no choice...because my new house is too small to store rubbish...

ohyah, talk about that...did i mention this before?...

actually i wanted a BIG house...i wanted jumbo....4+4...woooo....then i can have walking wardrobe so that my friends will scream AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

like the heineken advertisement...

but jason prefers small house.....because he knows he is going to be a maid kua...wahaha....

okla...my new house is still cool....

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new year eve....went to ps's boyfriend's condo...nice place...

countdown there...

play poker there...

quite fun la...those guys made me laugh until stomachache...

got the vivo tickets....but did not go....watched from tv nia....heng didn't go...because i think the show is quite boring....

(all photos in ps's camera....thought of want to wait for the photos, that's why i haven't publish this post which i wrote quite long ago...anyway, lazy to wait liao..)

new year day...

went to jason's family gathering....had steamboat....boring...the end....

ohyah...i hate the questions from lao aunties/sam ku luk poh.....what do you work as?....because i don't know how to answer them...what does system engineer call in hokkien or chinese ah??? can someone teach me?.....(my hokkien is chap pa lang one leh...and chinese lagi chap pa lang gone case la...)

i used to explain my job to my aunties.....end up they go...

orhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...you sell handphone ar??...

or they go....orhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....*mind blank, question marks, see stars*

=.=""""""""""""""""""""""""""

then at night cindy asked to go clubbing at st james.....drank little bit nia....and i had a BIG hangover (veisalgia...chim word...) the next day.... :( ...si beh useless....luckily panadol saved me......i must thank the guy who invented panadol because it works miracle on me....

her eyes are bigger than mine... O.O

so useless...so fast turn red liao...shit leh...

so sianz...failed to stick the fake eyelashes...really gundu..

the song down down down keeps ringing in my head.....what is the song tittle leh?....down..down...downnn...

i notice that i don't feel like dancing anymore during clubbing....why oh why...

i've been eating supper....because i've been sleeping late these few days...oh gosh...

saturday....whole day do work.....arghhh...the end...

sunday...run errand and did some shopping...

that's all..

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i hate beetles.....

why they always like to fly in to my room???????

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

*gone to kill beetles*

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been really unhappy....

there's so many stuffs in my mind....

but i don't want to write it here....

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no more long holidays...

so f it..

Ho Ho Ho...

2009-12-28T20:30:00.001+08:00

Ho ho ho....

how's your x'mas?.....mine was boring la....what you expect if you have a boring partner right?.....blah!

as mentioned before, thursday 1/2 day....my team had small celebration in office...here's a picture of the gifts that i prepared for my colleagues and gift exchange......bo kao sia.....next time must have some backup and contingency plan la....

photos by miko..

the food.....

the gifts for gift exchange...

got lucky draw leh.....and i got the fifth prize which is the leftover food....diaoz eh.... =.=

the gifts that i received... :)

reached home nap awhile...then went out...

present from jason....dior jadore...i like the bottle....haha..

x'mas eve....prepared to go out....show you some vain photos.. :X

had dinner at ps cafe at paragon, orchard...

our food...

yummy yummy...

took more photos out there to entertain myself...

i like the little hat la...cute leh....trying to act cute la.... ^.^......

tupix face..

orchard was so crowded....tsk tsk tsk....

went home before the countdown...

ohyahor...forgot to take picture of jason's and my sister's gift....=.= ....nevermind la...i wrapped until very ugly...hahaha....

friday....went to tampines mall again with my sister and of course mr boring...had dinner at ajisen....shopped around....we bought quite alot of things....bought toys for the kids....i bought another guess bag...kekeke.....and some clothings...

another bag...

saturday....nua whole day at home...lazy to do anything...felt dizzy too....don't know why.....celebrated ah di's birthday at home....the kids super naughty la.... =.=

sunday....went to plaza singapura....catched avatar....i think it's nice la...so touching too...after that, shopped for awhile...bought a top...

today..nua whole day again....i'm too lazy and moody to do anything...

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i'm always feeling unhappy....

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i forgot to mention previously...
about something very shocking to me....
don't know when my waistline expanded from 23 inches to 25 inches!.......
i was so haolian...i thought i am still at 23 inches!
the girl took my measurements that day during gown selection...
if i did not remember wrongly, my vital statistic now is...
crap crap crap!
i need to do something about it!
:(

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another depressing issue...
hair fall problem...
just now, after combing my hair before go to bath, i calculated the strand of hairs on the floor....37 teow sia!....i think this afternoon when i washed my hair, i already lost maybe more than 100 (in bathroom-washing, in bedroom-combing)...
i googled about hair loss just now....
it's normal to shred 50-100-140 hairs a day.....
i think i lost more than that....
damn sad and worry...
some people might think...walao this seow charbor always talk about her hair....i don't care la...to me, my hair is like my mahkota, you know?...
thanks to my stupid bad habit of digging pimples on my scalp...(yes, i know that's gross)...that's why i say it's a stupid bad habit.....normally i'll do that when i'm too stress or got nothing better to do!....arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...
how to stop this stupid bad habit?...
and that stupid shampoo so damn expensive...yet did not help...
aiya, i think i better keep track of the number of hairs that fall from today onwards...to scare myself...so that i will stop messing with my hair...
and you all don't always complain my hair too long.....i still think it's not long enough, ok?....and i need to keep it long for now for god reason......i'll cut it short when i.....MAYBE....when i'm pregnant....bleh! :P

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don't know why i'm so furious now...
si beh mang cang...
must be offended tai sui...

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quoted from silver ang's blog (came across her blog just now)....
whatever she wrote totally speaks my mind..

" 1.) He cannot be stupid. Like. Stupid. Meaning he has to be able to catch what I say quickly, and understand. Same frequency and wavelength, in other words. I can't be with someone who is unable to 'catch the ball', or have the ball fly past him without him knowing.
Please note that the piece of paper counts for nought here, because I personally do not believe that having a degree or masters means one is DEFINITELY smarter than a O/A level cert / diploma holder. I need someone with high EQ and IQ, not a knowledgeable wise old man who's always somehow portrayed in pictures or books sitting under a tree.

2.) He cannot have a bad command of English. No need to be great, or fantastic, or use bombastic words ALL the time. I don't mean that. I don't like that either (either he's really too atas for my liking, or trying too hard). I just don't like decoding msgs. Proper language use can already be interpreted in so many ways, that's why we have Literature. Don't add more possible interpretations with wrong usage of grammar or diction. "

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don't know why my music gone liao eh?....mixpod problem or my problem? ~.~

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another shiok week...
monday (today) on leave...
wednesday on leave...
thursday 1/2 day...
friday holiday...
and i'm not on first standby...
yeahooo...
but hor...clear leave without doing anything is such a waste!! :(

new year is approaching soon....sigh...

haiya...i also don't know why i'm always feeling unhappy...
maybe i should go far far away.....in a secluded kampung...where nobody knows me.....stay there alone...feed the chickens.... -.-

Love is all around..

2009-12-21T23:32:00.004+08:00

Looks like many people are getting married!...woohoo....

love is all around....lol...

even xx is getting married...

the proposal and her love story so damn touching....i teared... :X

i thought my love story is dramatic enough....i'm wrong....her love story is 1000000000% more power...lol... :)

and i was telling miko....aiyer...my proposal so damn boring one....jason never even got down on his knees....ceh ceh ceh....

so...i'm thinking....hm....

jason must kneel down 1 hour during our rom+wedding ok ok ok??

:DDDDD

bleh..

LOL

okla..just kidding...

the proposal ring is power enough liao..

:P

bleh x100000000000000000000

LOL

thinking about it....

i'm abit kancheong liao leh...

don't know i will nervous until pengsan on my wedding day bo?

don't know i will trip and fall when i march in bo?

don't know i will be runaway bride bo? (wahahaha...evil..)

hur hur hur..

i simply don't like to be in the center of attention...

arghhhh...

how leh???

anyway, still have many more months for me to get mentally prepared!... :P

and now then i realised....once the man proposed and you said yes, means you are categorised as engaged!....lol..

so, i'm engaged liao ha? lol...

so weird...sounds weird.....feels weird.....booooooo....

i've always wanted to stay low profile...but guess many people already know about it....

(although only few people read my blog...)

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i seldom update on weekdays because normally i work till late at night...

by the time i reached home, i only watch tv and/or online....

saturday....went to my yearly checkup....

then went to vivo city.....had dinner in don't know which japanese restaurant...(pardon me...my memory super poor nowadays)..

rebonded my hair...

and as usual....the hairstylist cut so much of my hair again....abit grrrrrrrrr.... :P

sunday....met up with unimax creative ID....was there for more than 4 hours...zzzzz....finally we signed up with them....hopefully they will do a good job for our house......they won the branding awards 2009.....so, got lucky draw to those who sign up with them that week....guess what?....we won first prize....a 42" panasonic viera plasma tv....wahahahahaha....so lucky......

(anyway, i still prefer 46" samsung lcd tv... :P)

(i was wearing my inauspicious colour which is yellow....and from wofs.com, almanac for horse (jason) yesterday was inauspicious too.....but we won a lucky draw...(i always go home empty handed during lucky draw)...so conclusion is....cannot believe in fengsui too much....wahahah... :X)

walked around in square 2 after that but did not manage to buy anything.....

today...went to tampines...shopped alone......conquered tampines mall and century square...finally, managed to buy all the x'mas gifts......season of giving....season of spending.....really tiring cracking my head and hunting for gifts....abit regret did not activate driver.....waited so damn long for cab...and got to carry so much heavy stuffs....thought want to be independent...blah.....back home, even more tired wrapping the gifts......(conclusion...i don't really like x'mas... :X ) ....LOL..

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my friends were asking me how much do we need to spend for our wedding?

hm....

maybe i will blog about our wedding preparation when i have the time...(and of cause after our wedding la....certain things haven't even prepared... =.= )

but surely, marriage cost a bomb!

so guys out there, start to save money when you are still young...

unless your wife-to-be thinks that:

1) photoshoot is a waste of money....
2) wedding banquet is just to please the parents...it's a waste of time, effort and money....
3) it's fine to stay with in laws...
4) why need to renovate house, buy furnitures and all?
5) travelling for honeymoon is tiring...
6) diamond ring for what? waste money...
7) fengsui is superstition..
8) customary is ridiculous..
9) i'm a natural beauty...no need facial, hairdo, pedicure/medicure...
10) need wedding band?
11) etc etc etc..

you just need to pay $26 marriage fees? (i think need to pay the solemniser...so total maybe less than $100)...

LOL

paiseh la...i'm a typical woman....and a quite demanding one...

so, my poor husband-to-be has to spend alot....

(my ex flames must be lauging hysterically thinking that they were so smart that they were out of the game....bleh)

but i think jason would be the happiest man on earth la....to have such a lovely wife like me...

wahahahhahaha...

*buey paiseh*

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woo...today on leave...
wednesday on leave..
thursday 1/2 day..
friday holiday...
i'm a happy girl this week...
as long as mr monster doesn't terrorize me...
but not so happy because i'm on standby this week...
must follow momo...
ang kong po pi po pi.....
po pi my servers guai guai....
namo omitorfor..
sama ara hang..

merry x'mas!

Silence is golden?

2009-12-14T19:12:00.003+08:00

Been a busy week...

thursday...met up with the fengsui master again...consulted him on our house analysis and also our bazi analysis....seems that my life is soso nia leh......sianz lor.... :/ ....so, lazy to elaborate here... :P....anyway, i think certain stuffs that he said is not accurate la....some is accurate though....especially on the strong tao-hua in my chart....no wonder in and out of relationship so often during my 20s....tsk tsk tsk....

saturday...went to choose W gown.....took almost 3 hours...abit tiring la....i felt that the variety and selection there is quite limited....felt that i didn't try as much as i want to.....anyway, only 5 outfit for photoshoot....so few if compared to malaysia's bridal package.....now then i realised....too late... :(

photo taking is not allowed there....but jenn very geng....she managed to tao-tao took some photos....hahaha.......anyway, don't think i want to upload the pictures here yet.....all the while, i thought A-line gown will look nicer on me......but end up chose pong-pong type one....haha...

this couple must be very bored while waiting for me to change...lol..

after that, we went to jurong point...had dinner at thai express....then shopped around....i managed to buy my W shoe ler.....a simple and nice one... :) ...but 4 inches high only....i will still be so damn short... :(

took some photos there too..hehe...

sunday...attended adrian and shu yen's wedding lunch....

and....

wow....

fione wore a dress and make up sia!

lol..

at first i cannot recognise her....took few miliseconds for me to realise who is that chio tai-tai...lol..

here's the selected pictures..

congratulations!

the bride so slim leh...i want to be like her la....but many people asked me don't slim down anymore.....but....i felt that i'm still fat....especially in photos... :(

(and i must confess i photoshop a little bit of myself in some of the photos above.. :P ... :( ...)

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alot things pending haven't do...

my to-do list is growing...

so damn stress....

so lazy...

x'mas gifts also haven't buy...seriously don't know what to buy...

i'm soooooo doomed...

:(

work also like hell...

tomorrow sure busy like mad (goat) again...

i'm suffering in silence..

nobody cares..

what to do?

one of the prediction:

"Lack of affinity with money. Have to put in twice the effort as compared to others to earn the same amount of money as others"

gish...

bless me..

but..but.....i got few days leave must clear by this year...heeeeeeeee...phew...(i hope i don't need to always cancel leave...urghh.....anyway, i still work at home...sianz...)

okla....better stop now....

this lao aunty really damn naggy....

:X

Spring Cleaning

2009-12-06T22:35:00.004+08:00

Super tired....

took whole day to spring clean my room....

from 12pm till 8pm....

gosh...8 hours..

threw away so many things...

until i don't even remember what i've thrown... =.=

very sinful... :(

so wasted.... :(

hopefully never throw anything important huh...

whole room so dusty...

finally, my room is super clean now....

phew...

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my server down again on friday...

sigh...

1 week don't know want to down how many times...

really kek sim...

saturday...

went over to our new house...

met the fengsui master and home designer to discuss about the renovation..

complete some work...

then evening..went to orchard....goldheart...

to buy our W bands..

we choose for more than 2 hours... lol..

at last, we bought the one that i first set my eyes on...the first pair that i pointed at.....hahaha...love at first sight?....so funny....

my ring size is 6....too small...need to custom-make.... :P

after that, walked around at taka...

actually wanted to buy christmas gifts....

but unable to find anything practical....

need to shop another day...

orchard traffic was super bad..... :S

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ok...nothing to update liao...

ohyah...i super dulan the monster...

sigh...

tomorrow will be nightmare again...

damn sienz...

bluez...

ciaozz...

Long Weekend Achievements

2009-11-30T20:35:00.012+08:00

Long weekend achievements..

thursday...had dinner with my sister, brother and sister in law at billy bombers at bugis junction...went back after dinner...

(updated: photos by jenn)

friday is a black haji day.....one of my server down...being called back to office at around 3am......i haven't sleep at all before that because i was troubleshooting some problem at home remotely...really zombie-ing in office....i called my second standby to take over at 9am+....a good example to justify the importance of second standby.....HR still want to cut my second standby....damn grrrrrr...the problem finally resolved in the afternoon.....i concussed...slept wakey, slept wakey....so headache after that.....ate panadol after dinner....then rested...old liao la....cannot work overnight...body can't take it....i rather don't earn that pathetic $60.... :(

those who don't need to standby 24x7, you are one lucky dude....

saturday..

spring clean my room...

evening..met up with a home designer....

went to look at W shoes too...but haven't found the one... :P

had dinner at outdoors....the food is quite nice...

sunday...continue spring clean...

so far i only managed to tidy 30% of my things...too much rubbish...cleared alot of rubbish..about 7 bags...abit heartache....threw away many things....some still new.....some haven't use before...sigh.....bags, wallet, cosmetics, toiletries, clothing, medicine, shoes, old documents etc etc......still have 3 big boxes haven't open....don't know got cockroach nest inside bo? lol... :S

clean until my hand so pain...

evening..met up with another home designer...

still haven't finalise one though...

haiz...very headache...don't know how to design leh....

went to novena square...or square 2?...not sure..haha...

had dinner at don't know where.... ate chicken rice...

(walau...very blur.. :P)

shopped...bought a dress, a top, 2 belts and 1 shoe.....woohooo...

things out and things in again....hahaha....just now i see my wardrobe looks like almost want to collapse.... =.=

surfed net to survey certain stuffs too....

really a busy weekend...

did not rest much..

so blue....

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the ugly truth is...

sometimes i wonder...did i choose the right path?.....

sigh....

better don't think too much.....

and i don't wish to write about it...

come what may...

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while i was clearing my stuffs, i found some old photos...

so cute leh...really makes me smile...

so i thought of uploading some of the photos in here...kekeke...

my baby photo...nose was flat since baby...so no choice la... :( ...lol..

face chubby since small....so no choice also...lol... :P

last time already very vain...lol... :P

my little brother very cute...

my parents were so young!...haha...think of it...hm....i should be in primary 3 during that time....so my parents should be in their 30s....alamak...i'm 30 now... =.= ..time flies...

aiyer...my little brother really so cute leh last time...we either calls him botak or tua tao (big head)...lol....

hehe...

jason said i didn't change much...

means i'm still young!

lol..

:P

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put on mask very often lately..

but the results are dissapointing leh...

doesn't help much...

:(

how how how?

chris asked me to be more hardworking..

lol...

=.=

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Jason says:
hi dear
Cathleen says:
?
Jason says:
today lunch time passby a sasa shop...drop by n saw the mask that u bought that day
it comes with a pack of 7...the chin (the one we got) and also the neck
selling at 35 per box
Cathleen says:
oic
u wan 2 buy huh?
Jason says:
if u think it is effective....i will buy it for u lor
Cathleen says:
not effective leh
Jason says:
den don't buy lor..
Cathleen says:
blah
Jason says:
hehe....can save money...
Cathleen says:
tok so much
waste so much time
might s well go earn more $ for me 2 spend
Jason says:
haha...

wahahahahahahhahahahaha...

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okla..that's all for now...

tired liao...

have to put on more mask..

:P

tata..

Fat Fat...

2009-11-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

Been eating alot of good food last week.....fat fat...cham cham....
jack's place steak...linda's farewall treat...
masala indian buffet ....kumar's wedding treat...
manduku ramen....
sushi tei...

how to maintain slim? =.=""

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updates..

friday...played badminton....then went to tampines 1 with shanne....after dinner, we shopped for awhile....she managed to buy a pair of shoes....i looksy looksy only.....kekeke....

saturday...feeling damn lazy....nua...rotted whole day.....fly aeroplane a few people... :X ....until ganna scolded lazy old lady.....so jialat... =.= ... :P ...actually, really feel like going clubbing with them....long time didn't dance liao......but felt so tired and lazy leh.... :P

sunday....went 2 tampines 1 again...yea....brought along "atm machine"...wahahaha.. :P.....bought 2 jackets...1 from e-spirit....1 from uniqlo....botaiboji bought winter wear....wahaha...maciam prepare to go honeymoon like that....haha...actually nola....i learnt my lesson....if found anything that i like and nice, must faster buy first...or else next time when i want to get it, i can't find it.....very tui one leh....hehehe.....i like the e-spirit jacket so much....but don't know when only got chance to wear...haha.....bought 1 dress, 1 blouse too....like it....but don't know dare to wear or not....abit different from my normal style....aiya, it's time for a change ma....

end up didn't buy things that i suppose to buy... =.=

my wardrobe is exploding.....seriously....been squeezing my stuffs in.....any corner also bo pang...kekeke...

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alot stuffs haven't settle...

so tired and lazy to do anything...

cham sia...

buck up man!

-.-

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okla...that's all for now...

want to watch my 11pm show on channel 8....

abit addicted to that slow moving show..

-.-

ciaoz..

No Life

2009-11-15T23:10:00.005+08:00

Hectic week...

work and work and work only...

no life week...

nothing is fair in this world...

while some people were happily watching channel 8 7pm show...

or happily gossiping with their friends at starbucks...

or happily shopping like mad in i-setan...

i was facing the damn pc with my empty stomach in office...till 9pm+...

almost everyday lor... :(

so damn busy...

pang jiu also no time you know?

weekend also need to work at home...

and the darkest thing happened...

on friday 13...

my damn laptop crashed...

haiz..

don't know what's wrong..

tomorrow need to get help from IT...

my current feeling (while i'm typing this) is like...

tomorrow will be 21 december 2012...

*choi*

monday blue la...

and it's dark dark blue..

cause loads of issues are pilling up...

:(

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i think i did a bad thing that day....

:X

must repent...

sorry..

:(

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ohyah...i've revived my photoshop software...

feel that i'm so retarded...

the serial number is there la...but i couldn't find it till today...

it still showed me midde finger when i found it..

=.=

i'm a good girl...i seldom use pirated cd ok...

:P

anyway, no photos for me to photoshop....

just that suddenly remembered about photoshop when i viewed xx's photoshop part 2 video just now...

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this week..nothing much...

took half day on friday to meet the banker, lawyer etc...

settled the stuffs...

then worked at home till 3am like that...

saturday....went to marina square....

accompanied my sister to shop for her dress and stuffs...

i did not buy anything....

but my sister did....after a long long walk...luckily...lol...

had lunch at mof japanese restaurant...

catched 2012...

my sister treated us wor...

LOL

the show not bad la....but i felt so groggy after the show....second row is really torturing....summore the show so damn long....2 hours+ ... =.=

after that had prata for supper...

sunday...which is today...whole day stayed at home work and surf net...

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today jason unable to on msn.....don't know why wor...

and i felt abit lost like that...

hahahahaha...

nobody for me to scold i guess...

felt abit "empty"?

LOL

but it's a peaceful day....because nobody come and agitate me...

LOL

crap..

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i feel my hair so flat leh.....

look so opiang....

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okla...seems that i complain alot hor? =.=

time to sleep liao...

need to rest my mind...

to fight the battle at work..

i hope i don't dream too much la...

my brain is always still active even when i'm sleeping...

have a happy week ahead dudes!

Finally...

2009-11-08T22:52:00.004+08:00

Finally....i can sing....this is home truly...hehehe...

finally...soon...no need to rent room liao... :P

happy...

what's next?

think of renovation ideas....

hm....

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what's the most important thing in my life?

my family and those that i care...to stay healthy and happy...

nothing else matters more...

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i was quite shocked when i read something that day.....sometimes i think i better stay away and don't kepo other people's business....hao xin mei hao bao........i think maybe sometimes i've been too straight forward....and i don't even know i've offended people....

ai....weirdos....

enough said...don't want to waste more time typing this shit..

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don't know why...i have a feeling that....there are people who don't feel happy for me....why?..jealousy?...i don't know...

but i'm grateful to some true friends...i know they really feel happy for me....thank you so much.....muaks...you know who you are... :) (although some of them don't read my blog la..haha...)

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don't know why....people likes to tease me so much?....someone told me he likes to tease me because it's fun teasing me....because i gong gong and don't know how to fight back.....=.="...is it true?.....sometimes i feel i've been too nice till people step onto my head....or perhaps...the problem lies within me?....i really don't know....normally i can take jokes well...normally i'll just laugh together with them....but somehow it's getting too much and somehow...quite getting on my nerves already.....but i just keep it to myself....what else can i do?....

do people spare a thought for others?...

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yes, i don't really feel good lately...too much unhealthy things are running in my mind...

work and personal....

added preparation hassle..

emotionally unstable....

sometimes feel like screaming...

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alright...guess i talk too much liao...better stop whining...

weekend update...

friday play badminton.....my arm super pain again...bought back the famous durian puffs from puteri mas...really nice...

saturday....had dinner at my miltb house....she cooked nasi lemak...yummy yummy...

sunday....went to tampines mall to catch MJ this is it...the show, music, dance etc... awesome la....i like....his short speech quite touching till i teared....haha....too bad we don't have chance to watch the live concert...so wasted....

done a little shopping...had dinner at tonikichi restaurant..

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monday blue...

stomach cramp...

body pain...

me so cham...

but another side of me is smiling...

:)

From the heart...

2009-11-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

From the heart, i'm giving you everything, everything....

used to love this song so much last time...

suddenly heard it again...

it brings back sad memories... :P

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short weekend update...

friday played bowling...not so bad...at least i can strike few times....and able to break my own record....more than 100 points...lol....lol....but my right arm pain for few days...and sprained my leg too....luckily now ok ler...

saturday....went back to office to do some work....after that went to expo....home and decoration exhibition....surveyed around...

sunday...went to MM W show....i took some photos but lazy to upload... :P

where is my luck?...si beh sianz...

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don't feel good lately...

feel very buey song...

especially at work....

guess this year really not a good year for me...

okla...really no mood to blog also....

ciaoz...

Quite lazy...

2009-10-26T22:10:00.004+08:00

Actually, i'm feeling quite lazy to blog...

very tired leh...

chop chop ok....

last friday....met up with my brother and jenn....we had dinner at prive bakery cafe at keppel bay marina.....recommended by chin...she said the place very romantic...haha....quite many people there...although the place abit ulu.....the food quite nice....

after dinner, we went to tanjung pagar partyworld ktv to sing....i don't really sing....maciam no voice.... :S

photos by jenn....hehe...thanks...

our dinner

us at ktv

saturday....went to city square mall....had dinner at bbq chicken....the food not bad too....eat until i very full....so, walked around window shopping.....didn't buy anything though....i think maybe this is the first time i go shopping and buy nothing....hahaha....after that, thought of want to practise bowling because this friday got competition with vendor.....but no more lanes available at kallang leisure mall....so, LL go home lor....long time didn't bowl liao....i hope i don't always longkang on friday..... :/

sunday...attended yf's wedding dinner at paramount hotel....indeed a very creative wedding.....

a photo with the bride and bridegroom....wish them blissful marriage...

they were teasing pw and i look like couple........because of our matching dressing colour...cause confusion to the photographer....so funny....hahaha....hm....i also want a tall and handsome guy leh...too bad he's married....hahahahahahhahahahaaah........:XXXXXXXXXXXXX

ok...that's all....

nothing much to update liao....

my shoulder is aching...

my life is boring...

lol...